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Wizards Tarot: My Aunt and Daughter


Today's cards were immediately clear to me.  The Queen of Wands is my favorite, wonderfully spirited aunt. The Page of Swords is my daughter.  The Ten of Cups shows the close family bond between them.  My aunt and I have always experienced a strong spiritual closeness. She was a second mother to me. So it's indescribably wonderful to expereince her connecting with each of my kids.

My aunt and daughter are a lot alike, in many ways. They are both Tauruses, and have a lot of similarities. The other day, my daughter wrote her a letter and put it in the mailbox to go out.  That same day, the mail lady delivered a box to us from this aunt. So the mail that day was both to and from this aunt.  Yesterday, I emailed her to tell her that we received her package, and told her the synchronicity of the timing. She emailed back shortly, saying she had just gotten my daughter's letter in the mail, and came online to thank her, and the email I had sent her about the timing was the first email she saw waiting for her in her inbox!

So that's what went through my mind when I first saw these cards this morning. The beautiful love and synchronicity between my aunt and daughter this week.  I then wondered if they meant something else.  Did it have any meaning for me, for my day ahead, or were the cards just confirming the loveliness of the relationship between my beloved aunt and daughter?

I was thinking of this question while selecting a rune. Were the cards about me or them? I was shocked with the answer I got. The rune that I drew was Isa. The keyword for this rune is ice.  But it doesn't matter.  I didn't need the keyword today.  Because the question was whether the cards were about me or my daughter, and the rune gave me my daughter's name. Spelled out, clear as day.  Isa. Technically, it's only the first half of her name. But damn clear enough.  If only every reading was this simple! 

I am falling hard for the runes this week! They have me quite spellbound.

Deck: Wizards Tarot (by Corrine Kenner and John J. Blumen, published by Llewellyn)

Runes (by Sarah O'Brien, published by Running Press)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


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Wizards Tarot: Wistful Lack of Sentimentality


This was yesterday's draw.  It shows my lack of sentimentality for my biodad.  He was an absent father in my youth, and I went twenty years without hearing from him. We met up again a few years ago when I moved to Florida.  Now that I am preparing to leave Florida, the cards are reflecting my thoughts on the subject. 

I had thought that reuniting with my dad would bring us close. It hasn't. We don't talk about anything except sports or his reptile collection. I am not exaggerating when I say these are literally the only two things we talk about.  We never once discussed why he didn't care to keep in contact with me while I was growing up, nor has he ever asked me a single question about the years he missed in my life. Not one question about my life.

So when we leave, I doubt I will see him again. I don't believe either of us will make any effort to travel to the other. The Queen of Cups is me. I have my back to both my dad (in the Ten of Pentacles) and the disappointment in the Five of Cups.  I'm over it. I'm over what I think he should have meant to me.  And it doesn't make me sad that we're not close, because we are so different. I know now that I was incredibly lucky to have him missing from my life growing up. 

If anything, the Five of Cups shows my disappointment that I won't be sad leaving him.  I wish I could have had a caring, loving, supportive father. But my biodad just doesn't fit the bill.  That particular reality was just not my lot in life. And that's okay. It's more than okay.

The rune that I drew was Jera. The keyword for this rune is year.  It's interesting because the day before this reading, I drew the rune meaning "day".  There's a lot of timing symbolism coming up for me this week.  Jera indicates harvest, or something coming full circle.  I do feel a definite sense of closure that I was able to get to know what my dad was like, rather than never having known. I can now release the curiosity and regret and heartache that I experienced as a kid. That part of my life no longer has loose ends. It's time to move on now.  I've been in close contact with him for two years now, as of this month.  Jera says this relationship has come full circle, which it has.

The Ten of Pentacles shows my father alone, with his animals, while me and my kids are behind him... soon to be a thing of the past.  The card has a sadness to it. The man seems lonely, covering it up with his affection for his dogs.  My mom has commented on how sad it is that my biodad has not taken advantage of his proximity to me and the kids, to get to know us more, and spend quality time with us. She lives so far away from us, and loves us so dearly, that she wishes she had the opportunity that he has wasted. She can't understand his indifference and thinks it a shame.

I assume we will still keep in touch after we move. I'm not planning to sever him from our lives intentionally. I am just acutely aware of how it will become nothing more than superficial birthday cards and the occasional email once we're gone.  C'est la vie.  It makes me that much more grateful for the loving family members I am lucky to have in my life.

Deck: Wizards Tarot (by Corrine Kenner and John J. Blumen, published by Llewellyn)

Runes (by Sarah O'Brien, published by Running Press)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


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Wizards Tarot: A Delayed Gift


I have a few days of blogging to catch up on. This was Tuesday's draw.  And it actually turned out for the best that I didn't have time to blog that day, because the reading didn't entirely click until the next day!

I knew the Knight of Cups indicated a gift coming my way, as it always does, without fail. The Ace of Pentacles is another card that confirms a physical gift. The Eight of Pentacles was the card I couldn't decipher in this layout. It just didn't make sense.  Until the next day.
The rune that I drew was Dagaz. The keyword for this rune is day.  It's a symbol of light, prosperity, increase, growth, security, etc. It  made sense to me that this rune would come with the Knight of Cups. While there is a rune that specifically indicates a "gift", this one also made sense with the words "increase" and "prosperity" in mind. 

However, it ended up meaning something much more fascinating to me. 

No gift came to me on Tuesday. I was honestly very surprised when nothing arrived in the mail. The Knight of Cups had never failed me. He always, always comes when I am about to receive a gift.  So what gives?  Well, Tuesday came and went. Wednesday arrived, and the mail lady came to the door with a box. A box of gifts from my mom.  The day after I drew the Knight of Cups.  It hit me then, why I drew the rune Dagaz. It means "day". It was telling me that I would be receiving the Knight's gift in a day. Amazing!  I'm really enjoying the added oomph the runes are giving to my readings this week. And I'm not even schooled in the meanings. It's incredible the insights I am getting from them, just using the basic keywords.

And the Eight of Pentacles?  Well, if the Ace of Pentacles confirmed a gift, then the Eight of Pentacles confirmed eight.  There were exactly 8 gifts (pentacles) in the box from my mom!

Deck: Wizards Tarot (by Corrine Kenner and John J. Blumen, published by Llewellyn)

Runes (by Sarah O'Brien, published by Running Press)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


If you'd like to book a tarot reading with me, please visit my website for details.

Wizards Tarot: My One Month Veganniversary

This week I'll be working with the newly published Wizards Tarot. The other night, I paired up all my decks with oracles. The Wizards Tarot was matched up with the runes. So I'll be drawing a rune to accompany each reading I do with this deck. I know nothing about runes. I have a few books on the subject, which I haven't had time yet to read, so for the purposes of my readings this week, I'll just be using the main keyword for each rune, to provide a basic theme for the cards I draw.


The rune that I drew was Mannaz. The keyword for this rune is humanity.  So I knew that the cards I drew were telling me something about humanity. After a few seconds of contemplation, it all clicked into place.  Today is my one-month veganniversary. I've been vegetarian for sixteen years (and have never once since that day been even the slightest bit tempted to eat meat), and vegan for the most part since I had kids, eleven years ago.  But it was officially one month ago today that I decided not to ever slip and consume dairy again.  My kids (who have been vegan since birth) are very pleased and proud of my decision.  We celebrated with a delicious chocolate chip cake with chocolate raspberry frosting!

The Ace of Swords can represent a decision made with concise clarity. I saw an image of someone decidedly stabbing the sword into the ground with determination, like someone putting their foot down. That was the moment of clear decision I made a month ago today.

The Hierophant reminds me of a time, years ago, when a religious friend of mine told me that vegetarianism was my religion. I argued with him about the idea of that, as it didn't ring true for me, but I understood what he meant. It was a way of life for me, something I could not be swayed from. It was my truth. Now that "religion" extends to veganism for me.

The Four of Cups was the perfect card to close out this trio.  This is a card of being presented with options that you are not interested in, and reject.  This month, my father brought me, on four different occasions, four king-sized Hershey's bars. Each of these four milk chocolate offerings (cups in the card) I rejected internally. Not to be rude, and also not to ruffle his feathers (he doesn't approve of us being vegan... like the Hierophant, he is old-school and likes things done they way they have always been done), I accepted the chocolate and returned them to the store each time. I was happy to discover, thanks in part to the plethora of vegan chocolate I keep on hand, that I wasn't the least bit tempted to deviate from my decision.

The rune I drew was very helpful in focusing the area of my life the cards were addressing.  Humanity.  My choice to be vegetarian and vegan has nothing to do with the health benefits or ecological impact. It's purely because I believe animals deserve to be treated humanely.

Thank god for vegan chocolate.

Deck: Wizards Tarot (by Corrine Kenner and John J. Blumen, published by Llewellyn)

Runes (by Sarah O'Brien, published by Running Press)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


If you'd like to book a tarot reading with me, please visit my website for details.

Spring Cleaning Reading with the Housewives Tarot

It's springtime!  Yay!! 

To celebrate, I'm offering a new reading on my site, using a spread I've created to encompass the theme of spring cleaning. 

Spring Cleaning Reading

Out with the old, in with the new!

This 6-Card reading will help you clean up your life!

You'll find out:
• What to polish and keep in your life
• What to finally throw into Life's Trash Can
• What you should share with others
• And best of all... how to enjoy and maintain your shiny new life!

To stay true to the theme of the reading, I'll be using my perfectly fitting Housewives Tarot. 

Welcome the bright new season by treating yourself to a Spring Reading with me, and get inspired to polish up your life!

Deck: The Housewives Tarot (by Jude Buffum and Paul Kepple, published by Quirk Books)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


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Pic Tarot Review (iPhone/iPod Touch App)


There is a groovy new tarot app for your iPhone or iPod Touch called the Pic Tarot. I have both the Lite and Full versions.  (The full version is only $.99, and well worth the buck.) The Pic Tarot is a collaborative effort, and features modern, cartoony card designs by the artists of the Pictoplasma Project.  (The title image of the red, sword-wielding cyclops creature riding a horse is the image from the Emperor card)

The descriptions given for the cards are quite good, and not your standard canned meanings... in many cases offering fresh perspectives on the cards. 

Sample card meaning: The Hierophant: Truth, Faith, Moral Integrity -what do these values mean in our age of self-interest and turbo materialism? The Hierophant is a timeless creature; he opens his mind to insights that may be gleaned from all sorts of signals and sources.  Yet for all his pious aspirations he is one of us: a mere mortal with all the usual failings and yearnings for salvation.  His appearance allows you to re-connect with forgotten values, while you join him on the unending quest for meaning in life.
(What a great reminder, that the Hierophant is human just like the rest of us... a trait I usually don't allow him, when he pops up.)

The flipping of each card is accompanied by dramtic, climactic music. (Whether you love it or hate it, the solution lies in the increase or decrease of your iPod's volume button.)  There's also a handy Facebook button if you'd like to share the card you drew.

I have used the app many times already, usually utilizing the quick single-card draw, and it has always brought insight into the situation I'm asking about.  For example, one time I asked if it was a good idea in a particular situation to focus my energy on "acting as if" I already had something, in order to attract it, and the description of the card I drew actually mentioned something along the lines of inflating yourself up until you became the very reality of the image you perceived yourself as becoming. Color me impressed! 

Another time I drew a card with my son, asking him what his day would be like, and he drew a Court card featuring someone playing the piano, which inspired him to get out his keyboard.  And just the other day, he told me that he was on the iPod and he went to the app to ask if he was going to get something he wanted that day.  The card he picked was the Moon, which did not bode well for the question, and it turns out he didn't get it.

While writing this review, I tested out the Facebook share button, and asked the Pic Tarot what it wanted people to know about it.  I drew the Eight of Wands! How perfect is that? I think of FAST communication, email, etc. when I think of this card... so it's telling you that it's a super fast way to get a tarot reading on the fly!

All cards can be seen here.  And when you go to the home page, PicTarot.com, you can watch a video where a Yeti finger walks you through one of the spreads of the app.

There is also a physical deck available. While the app features 78 individual character cards, the deck itself has character cards for only the 22 Major Arcana and Court Cards. Instead of Minors, it comes with 56 playing cards.

Differences between the Lite and Full versions of the app:

Lite Version (free):
22 cards
2 spreads (1-card and 2-card... see below for details)

Full Version ($.99):
78 cards
4 spreads
1 card (Revelation)
2 cards (Result of Action / Result of No Action)
4 cards (Current Situation / Warning, Don't Do! / Advice, Do! / Opportunity)
7 cards (Relationship Spread)

You can try the Lite version for free, and if you like it, upgrade to the Full version.  I definitely recommend shelling out the mere dollar for the full version, but also suggest downloading the Lite version as well, in case you ever have need or desire for a Majors Only reading.

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


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Fallen Angels Oracle: A Narrow Escape


Today's cards illustrate something that happened this morning.  I was spending time with my dad this morning, when my ex-stepmom popped into my mind. I had a psychic hit that she would be stopping by. We don't like each other, and normally I would dread an appearance by her. But I had made up my mind this morning that I would be happy today, no matter what. So I put her out of my mind. Not even a minute later, my dad's phone rang, and it was her, on her way over. But... I heard, from his end of the conversation, that she wouldn't be coming in. She'd just be driving up, and he would bring something out to her car. Great! I assumed because I stayed positive when I first thought about her, that it molded circumstances to my benefit.  A little while later, it turns out she did come into the house, but I happened to be in another room, and missed seeing her completely. Fantastic!

So why do these cards represent this event?  Well, according to the accompanying book, Andras is an angel who likes to stir up shit, just for the sake of stirring up shit.  He's the patron of murderers, for crying out loud.  This card warns of conflict from someone who likes to ruffle feathers. That's my ex-stepmom in a nutshell. She is always miserable, and tries her hardest to make sure everyone is equally as miserable. She thrives on conflict.

Leraje shoots poisoned arrows, so even if he inflicts a superficial wound, the wounded won't be able to heal. This reminded me of this woman in a couple of ways. Firstly, she is always, always sick or injured. When I say always, I mean always. She is never not inflicted by something. She dwells only on the negative in life, and it appears over and over in her body. But she's the type who delights in people feeling sorry for her. So with every new ailment or injury, she gets the attention she needs. Today my kids told me that she showed up with a cast on her leg. It's always something. If it's not one thing, its's another. She's had it all. She looks for things to go wrong, and she's always making different doctors do tests on her, knowing they'll find something new. She prides herself on making mountains out of molehills (which is what this card reminds me of)... the worse the diagnosis, the more she can prove she was "right", and the prouder she is. I'm not joking when I say that she has something new wrong with her body every week. Leraje's arrows are constantly aimed at her, because that's the only thing she ever focuses on and willingly amplifies. The message of this card is: If you have suffered a setback, brooding on it will only worsen your position. And so it is with her.

Another thing this message reminded me of is the way I feel about her.  Brooding on that negative feeling this morning would surely have set up circumstances where I would have had to see her and talk to her today. When she came into my thoughts this morning, I deliberately decided not to let my anxiety of the potential to run into her ruin my morning. I decided to nip that stress in the bud and continue to enjoy my morning.  And as a result of not letting my thoughts run away with me, I didn't have to experience her today.

Valefor appears as a warning to be honest. This I had to laugh at, because one of the things I hate most about seeing this woman is that I am phoney baloney with her. I am so repelled by her attitude that I cringe when she comes near, but I am polite to her, out of respect for my dad. I put on an act. And I hate doing that with a passion. It is physically uncomfortable for me to pretend that I have any interest in her. The only way it would be possible for me to truly be honest is to stay out of the room while she was here, and luckily that's exactly how it happened.  So I am grateful that I was able to escape this particular chance meeting with her. Valefor is a spirit who likes to tempt us to be dishonest, so I dodged his bullet this morning with the power of my own thoughts.



Deck: Fallen Angels Oracle Cards (by Nigel Suckling and Sarah Perkins, published by Cico Books)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


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Fallen Angels Oracle: Empathy, Enlightenment and Mystery



This morning when I drew these cards, I had one interpretation for them. Later this evening, another interpretation was equally aparent.  It appears the theme of these three cards is playing out in my life in more ways than one right now.

Awhile ago, I had drawn playing cards, predicting for the month of March. I had done several readings, and ALL of them were full of fire cards. Literally, in a spread of four cards, all four cards would be diamonds (the element of fire in the system I use). Around the same time, I had dreams of fire, there was a fire started by a child on our block, I had seen fire as soon as I turned on TV, whether it was a show, commercial, or cartoon. I was bombarded with messages of fire everywhere. I wondered what all the fire was about, and why my cards pointed directly to March.  Now, in the midst of March, I have seen/read/heard about the fiery nuclear explosions in Japan as a result of the earthquake/tsunami disaster. And that's what I think all the fire signs were pointing to. I don't know why I would receive messages about something I was powerless to stop. Maybe it's just my intuitive muscles stretching.

Avnas (enlightenment) is shown consumed by fire, which is what made me think of all of this today.  Now that I have seen what all the fire was alluding to, I am enlightened and no longer curious as to what it was all about.  The mystery (displayed by Crocell) is solved. This card also reminds me that my dreams played a part of the premonitions. Crocell reminds me very much of the Moon card in tarot, which is synchronous, as I drew a single tarot card this morning, and it was The Moon.

Dantalion shows the empathy I feel for the lives lost and damage done in Japan. My heart goes out to the people, animals and land that have been harmed so disastrously.

This afternoon I decided to do something I had been putting off.  I watched Earthlings. The reason I had been putting it off is because I don't like being sad. I particularly don't like watching movies or documentaries that I know will cause me to suffer emotionally.  But as a long-time faithful vegetarian, I felt like I needed something to solidify my veganism.  I have been vegan, for the most part, for many years, cheating once in a great while with milk chocolate.  Last month I wanted to break away from it officially and completely, never looking back, never even being tempted to look back, just like when I turned vegetarian.  I had a feeling watching Earthlings would do it.  And it did. 

During the movie, crying through most of it, I thought back to my cards. I was feeling empathy as strongly as one possibly could. I know that this movie has the potential to bring enlightenment to so many people, but sadly it will remain a mystery to most.  Because people, for the most part, aren't ready to face the truth behind their every day decisions.  And our sweet, gentle, innocent, helpless fellow earthlings suffer as a result. I am not one to preach, no matter how strong my convictions are... I respect others' freedom of choice, as I appreciate the reciprocal respect.  It's a fine line, respecting other human's choices when those very choices deny that same freedom of choice to millions of defenseless animals, but the way I have chosen to live is to do the very best that I can do to be kind and respectful to the beautiful creatures that I share this planet with.

So today has been a very emotionally draining day for me. I'm so not used to crying. So I'm going to kick back and relax tonight, and probably watch a funny movie to lift my spirits back up.



Deck: Fallen Angels Oracle Cards (by Nigel Suckling and Sarah Perkins, published by Cico Books)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


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Fallen Angels Oracle: Seductive Pull



When I was shuffling my cards this morning, I knew I would pull a Danger card. There are many of them in the deck, and I hadn't drawn one yet, but I knew somehow that today I would. And I also knew which one it would be: Vine. It's my favorite "danger" card in the deck.  These cards have an effect on me similar to that of the Archeon Tarot, where I receive the messages as feelings more than words. And sometimes these feelings are difficult to put into words.

The Vine card speaks of danger, and it's clear from the surroundings. The dark clouds, the ruin of a castle, the lion laying in wait... staring straight at you, confident and able to spring at the last moment. The tumultuous waters dangerously and unnaturally rising where they shouldn't be. Yet despite all of this apparent danger, I feel drawn to move forward. This is the feeling that I'm finding it difficult to put into words. There is almost a magnetic pull to continue forward into the card. Like I know I shouldn't, I really know I shouldn't, but I don't care. I want to anyway. I really want to anyway. I almost have to. It's a feeling where I still do have control, I can still turn back around, but I won't. The seduction is pulling me, and I'm willingly allowing it to.

So I look to the surrounding cards to get more information behind the source of this seduction, and where it will lead me.

The card on the left is Saleos (refreshment). Though it doesn't seem like it from the card's title, it's about romance and travel. Romantic adventure, whether that be between two people or a person and a place, or a person and an idea/event. I see the globe at the top of the building, and I know this means travel for me. The ghost of a statue in the card reminded me of a scenario where you see something, or you think you see something, and you move forward towards it, and it disappears. Then you see it again, farther off, and you follow it again, and it dissappears again. In this way, the elusive ghost leads you further and further along until you are where it wants you to be. And as you're only going a little way at a time, you don't feel like you're taking much of a risk with each move forward. It doesn't seem you've gotten very far until you look back.

These two cards made me think of a desire I have recently been consumed with, and how risky it seems to me. There is danger in the unknown, and fear of failure. But I am being seductively drawn to it nonetheless. I want to risk the danger. I want to face the fear. I want the magic of being taken there almost as if by ghostly trickery, a little bit at a time.

And where will this all lead me?  The third card, Haagenti, promises renewal, healing and transformation. It feels like the calm after the storm.  Finally getting to the other side, and realizing that you've made it through and you can rest easy now. And as a result of your challenge, you have come out changed, transformed, healed, stronger, wiser. Knowing now what you could not have known had you not gone through the ordeal firsthand.  There's also an element of alchemy in the card, with the spell book/recipe book/grimoire and mortar and pestle. A little of this experience, a little of that, thrown together, and the end result is this new place.  This is what waits for me on the other side of the seduction, should I brave the forward momentum.



Deck: Fallen Angels Oracle Cards (by Nigel Suckling and Sarah Perkins, published by Cico Books)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


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Fallen Angels Oracle: New Discoveries Unfolding



Oooh I really like the cards I drew today. I had drawn Bifrons (new chapter) the first day I got these cards, relating to a new geographic location I want to move to.  Last night I did some deliberate energy focusing on getting to that place. So when this card came up this morning, I knew that's what it was relating to. 

The next card I drew was Dantalion (empathy).  While I would normally automatically think of empathy as feeling for someone else, I intuitively read it today in a different way. (I love the way these cards work intuitively.) In this case, it meant putting myself in my own future shoes... feeling the way I will feel when I get to where I want to be. That's part of what I did last night. Instead of empathizing with another person, I empathized with my own future self.

Marbas tells me that I am going to make a discovery about this new chapter in my life. I have a strong feeling that things will unfold in a synchronous way. Some hidden information will reveal itself to me in just the right time and just the right way. The full moon in the sky also alludes to mysteries being brought to light. (Just love the imagery and coloring in this card!)



Deck: Fallen Angels Oracle Cards (by Nigel Suckling and Sarah Perkins, published by Cico Books)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


If you'd like to book a tarot reading with me, please visit my website for details.

Poll: Which Review Format Would You Prefer?

I am contemplating doing a video review for the Fallen Angels Oracle. It's something I've never done before, and I don't even know if I can figure out how to do it!  But if I can, I wanted to find out first if there was any interest in this type of review.


I actually asked the deck in question if a video review was a good idea, and it gave me Furcas (take advice) and Phoenix (rebirth) which I took to mean: Seek advice from others regarding this new idea (hence this poll)!

So, if you are a reader of my deck reviews, please weigh in with your vote.

Would you rather see the Fallen Angels Oracle reviewed in the way I normally would do it (written, with images), or in video format? (Again, no promises just yet... all depends on my aquiring some new tech skills!)

The poll will be open until Thursday evening.
Thanks so much!

~ Kiki




What type of review would you rather see for the Fallen Angels Oracle?



Fallen Angels Oracle: Messages, the Second Time Around



Before I talk about this week's deck and my reading for today, I want to thank all of you who have sent me such loving, healing, thoughtful well-wishes and prayers while my mom underwent brain surgery last week. It was a scary and emotional time for my family, and I am speaking from the heart when I say that each and every one of your supportive offerings, prayers, kind words, candles lit, distance Reiki performed... all of it helped to bring peace to me and healing to my mom. As most of you know, my mother came through the surgery with flying colors. They were able to remove all of the tumor, and she recuperated post-surgery much quicker than expected.  Thank you, truly, from the bottom of my heart.

♥ ♥ ♥

Yesterday was my son's birthday. We spent a good part of the day at a really cool park. After that, we went out to eat, and then went to one of his favorite places in the world - a book store! I thought I'd treat myself to a gift as well, as I did have a little something to do with his having a birthday in the first place.  I thought I'd get myself a book, or have a look at the tarot decks, though the pickings are, ironically, usually slim at a huge chain bookstore. Imagine my surprise when I found myself drawn to a deck I hadn't yet seen, and my even greater surprise at the fact that I was drawn to it at all.  The deck? The Fallen Angels Oracle Cards. This deck reminds me (obviously) of the Graven Images Oracle, which I had never really felt drawn to (but now may have to consider revisiting). But it also feels like a bit of the Archeon Tarot flavor mixed in (which is one of my favorite tarot decks).  Though it would not normally be a deck I could see myself buying, I was inexplicably drawn to this deck in the store... I had to have it.  And that has only happened to me once before, with Froud's The Faeries' Oracle.  The feeling of being magnetically drawn to a deck that I normally wouldn't be interested in.  It's a strange sort of attraction that is hard to explain, but it fascinates me, so I was pretty much powerless to deny the pull.

When I got home, I opened the deck and was really delighted with the feel and colors of the deck. I'll try and remember to post a full review at the end of the week, with all the pros and cons that are running through my mind. I did a couple readings with it last night, and was astounded with the accuracy of the answers. It was quite like my first introduction to the Deck of Shadows and Oracle of Shadows and Light, as the cards seemed to know exactly what I was asking.

Today I asked the cards what energy is currently surrounding me.  The cards that showed up were Forneus (honesty), Andrealphus (persuasion) and Avnas (enlightenment). When I turned over these cards, I immediately thought of how I spent about an hour this morning talking with my kids about Masaru Emoto's work (written about in his book The Hidden Messages in Water). We watched a couple of YouTube videos of his work with water, so they could see the images for themselves.  Next, we watched these before and after videos someone did, replicating an experiment in Emoto's book.  My youngest daughter was the most affected, and was talking to her water the whole time, sending it love.  I told them how our bodies are made up of approximately 75% water, and if our words and thoughts have such a tremendous effect on water we are holding, apart from ourselves, imagine how those same words and thoughts are effecting the water we are made up of! 

While I had heard of Emoto's work years ago, I had never given it much further thought. But I have come to notice lately that things I have learned before are starting to pop up again in my life now, as I am viewing them from a different place in my life, and feel ready to absorb them more fully now. It's very interesting, because as these repeat messages are not new information to me, I am more easily accepting of the concepts that are reworking their way into my life, since they are already familiar to me.

So that's what these cards made me think of. Honesty, for me today, represents the various life concepts that I perceive as truthful, coming back to me for further reflection. Enlightenment means I can now process these theories more effectively from where I currently stand, in a more evolved position than before.  And Persuasion shows that all this information can now be used by me to make changes to my life that maybe I wasn't in the position to before.



Deck: Fallen Angels Oracle Cards (by Nigel Suckling and Sarah Perkins, published by Cico Books)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


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Tarot Nova: A Gift From Afar



When I drew these cards this morning, I knew a gift would be arriving. (If you don't already know this about me, the Knight of Cups is my personal "gift" card, and whenever he appears, I receive a gift.) The Six of Cups next to him could mean one of two things. The gift will be for my kids, or it will be from someone I've known a long time... a family member. Or, it could mean both!  The World tells me that it'll come from far away, so I'm thinking we might receive a surprise package in the mail today from my mom (who lives across the country).  In that case, it'll likely contain a little something for everyone.

~ A couple hours later ~

I had written the above paragraph this morning and was waiting to post it until I had time to scan the cards in. In the meantime, the mail lady came with a package... from my mom! And there was indeed something in the box for everyone.

Check out the fancy letter opener that she sent me.  Ace of Swords, anyone? --->

I had been on Skype with my mom last month and I laughed as I watched her open a letter with a really fancy letter opener. I joked with her that she's the only person I know who uses one of those things (cool as they may be). So she went out looking for one for me, saying my comments warranted a really cool one. It's really intricate and medieval-feeling. And it's heavy, so it doubles as a weapon, should anyone get too close to my pile of unopened mail.



Deck: Tarot: The Complete Kit (Miniature Editions) (aka Tarot Nova)



~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


If you'd like to book a tarot reading with me, please visit my website for details.