Today I had a question for the cards, and opted for my
Yes/No spread. The topic behind my question is Top Secret as of now... but I hope to be revealing the supreme awesomeness of it soon. To give you a hint, I've been thinking of branching out for awhile now. Quite recently I have been inspired to take action on this more seriously and concretely due to the pattern of repeating questions I've received from my clients.
So I asked the cards if this path was the right one for me to purse right now. In my mind, before I even chose a deck, the Six of Pentacles popped into my head, and I knew that if I did a reading on the subject, and this card appeared, it would be a clear and undeniable affirmation. (You can already guess where this is going.)
Should I pursue this idea, right here, right now?
1) Yes,
I should do it if I want what's depicted in the Six of Coins.
Well there you have it. The card I was looking for. The one in 78 that I expected to appear if the answer was yes. I
love this card. Even if it wasn't the magic card... just looking at the image, I want it. First of all, there's three naked faerie folk sitting in a tree with a mouse. How can you not love that? But that's not all. They are sitting among those little pod things from trees that you pull apart and stick on your nose when you're a kid. (After Googling, I discover the technical term for them is
Samaras.) I LOVE those. They are such magical gifts from nature that I adored as a child. But wait, there's more! If you call now... just kidding. But there
is more. Not only are these faeries sitting in a tree full of those sticky pods, those sticky pods
are their wings!!! Sigh. Perfection. So what does this have to do with my question? Nothing. Other than the fact that it's totally awesome.
The Six of Coins however, as a card,
is relevant. The project would involve a new source of revenue for me, while at the same time serve as a way for me to help people improve their lives. It's a win-win situation. The giving and receiving that this card indicates, and the working together that is illustrated in the scene both encompass the essence of my objective. So, yes, I am looking for what this card shows me. So, yes, it's a yes.
2) No,
I should not do it if I'm looking for the scene in the Three of Wands.
This card usually indicates something positive headed your way. There is a girl standing, looking at a balloon in the sky holding a person waving. Are they waving a greeting, or a good-bye? Usually I can intuitively tell, one way or another. Right now though, it's unclear. Oddly, the visuals happening in my head keep alternating. I see it coming then going, coming then going. But when I first turned over this card, I saw the
waiting as the main theme. I have done a lot of waiting in the past. Waiting for things to get better. Waiting for things to come to me. Waiting for the right time. Waiting for the signs. Waiting, waiting, waiting. As I type this, I'm reminded of a passage from Dr. Seuss's "
Oh, the Places You'll Go!":
You can get so confused
that you'll start in to race
down long wiggled roads at a break-necking pace
and grind on for miles across weirdish wild space,
headed, I fear, toward a most useless place.
the Waiting Place...
...for people just waiting.
Waiting for a train to go
or a bus to come, or a plane to go
or the mail to come, or the rain to go
or the phone to ring, or the snow to snow
or waiting around for a Yes or No
or waiting for their hair to grow.
Everyone is just waiting.
Waiting for the fish to bite
or waiting for wind to fly a kite
or waiting around for Friday night
or waiting, perhaps, for their Uncle Jake
or a pot to boil, or a Better Break
or a string of pearls, or a pair of pants
or a wig with curls, or Another Chance.
Everyone is just waiting.
NO!
That's not for you!
Somehow you'll escape
all that waiting and staying.
You'll find the bright places
where Boom Bands are playing.
As I was copying the text, I smiled wide when I came to the synchronicity of the line, "or waiting around for a Yes or No", as this is precisely a Yes/No spread that I'm doing!
So... no! The Waiting Place that is the Three of Wands is NOT for me! Enough waiting. Even if it's waiting for something good, waiting is not what I feel I should be doing right now. The good things can come while I'm busy doing other stuff. I'm going to find the bright places where Boom Bands are playing!
The advice of this position is that if I am looking for this card, then following the path I'm interested in will not lead me there. So since I am not looking to end up in the Waiting Place, then this card is another confirmation that following this path would be a good thing for me. Get it?
3) Something to consider: Judgement
The first thing that popped into my head when I turned this card over was "reinventing myself". That makes sense in a way, but a more accurate description would be expansion, rather than reinvention. I'm still going to be me, just spreading more of me around in other ways.
Judgement is about waking up to new possibilities. Welcoming new opportunities. Dropping what hasn't worked for you in the past, to make room for a new approach. But also taking what has worked for you, and using that to further your success. It's a refreshing breakthrough where we can make the decision to bury the past and start fresh. Sounds about right! And the fact that this is a Major Arcana card, just one step away from the final World card, indicates that this is a Big Deal. And Big Deals can be scary. I found myself realizing today that I usually let fear steer me away from my big ideas. I get all inspired and fired up, then I think of the reasons why it won't work, and my balloon gets deflated, and I go back to Life As Usual. I do not want to do that this time. It's a revelation, in and of itself, that I recognized this self-defeating behavior while it was occurring today, and talked myself through it. So I think that's a good sign.
~*~
As if this reading weren't enough, there was another surefire sign from the universe, giving me a huge green light. This morning I was brainstorming domain names. Normally, when I want a new domain name, I have a helluva time finding one available. All my ideas are always taken. Embarrassingly enough, I have been known to abandon a project after getting frustrated that all relative domain names were already gone. Lame, yes. True, sadly. However... this time, I woke up and thought of a bunch of domain name possibilities. I wrote several of them down, and sat at the computer to check availability, preparing to cross them all off one by one. Of the seven names I wrote down, only the first one was taken. Shockingly, the other six were available! That has never happened to me, in my entire history of domain researching. It was incredible. It was like the Domain Gods themselves were smiling down on me, giving me their seal of approval. The Red Sea of Domain Names had effortlessly and miraculously parted in front of me. Yes, it was that dramatic. So now... my trouble is choosing which one I want, instead of racking my brain to come up with a single one that's available. It's a wonderful problem to have!
So it seems the answer to my question, Should I pursue this idea, right here, right now? is a resounding YES! Stay tuned!!!
Deck: Hezicos Tarot (self-published by Mary Griffin)
~ Kiki
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