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Grand Opening Reading Specials: One Day Left!!

Just wanted to remind everyone that there is ONE day left to take advantage of my Grand Opening Specials!

Both discount offers expire at Midnight on Sunday (US Eastern Time), February 28, 2010.

If you're interested in booking a reading with me, this would be an opportune time to do so!


~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


Housewives Tarot: The Gift of a New Tarot Deck



Ace of Cups. Good! Ace of Pents. Great!! Justice... Ugh. Come on. I already mentioned how much I hate this card. Do I really have to see it twice this week? The card is supposed to be about fairness, which I just don't get from this image. All I see is punishment, which severely limits this card. Not sure what it indicates for me today.

The Ace of Cups and Ace of Pents came to me in the mail today in the form of a new tarot deck. Ace of Cups... something new that I love. Ace of Pents... something new that's tangible. My aunt sent me the Celtic Tarot, which is just in time for St. Patty's Day coming up. It was totally unexpected, which is always fun!

I was sitting here, wondering what I should write about the Justice card, because I was still stumped. Then something came to mind. Maybe the Justice card was telling me who was sending the gift. I have done a couple tarot readings recently for the aunt who sent me the deck, and both readings were about legal issues, involving court stuff. So maybe the Justice card was the deck's way of representing my aunt, which is kinda neat, since the gift she got me was a tarot deck, so it all ties in together.

So yeah, I'll go with that, instead of wondering what message child-beating has for me today.

Deck: The Housewives Tarot (by Paul Kepple and Jude Buffum, published by Quirk Books)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


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Housewives Tarot: Heavy Grocery Walk



Today's cards were quite literal. The Ten of Pentacles is me holding up the fort. I had to pick up some groceries for the house, and it was a beautiful day so my kids and I walked to the store, thinking I was only going to pick up a couple things. Turns out all these wonderful things were on sale (2 for 1), that I just couldn't resist. The cart filled up, and we left the store, quite forgetting we had to walk back. I filled up a backpack and a huge tote bag, but we still had grocery bags left. So there I am, in the Ten of Wands, with way too many bags to carry. Luckily I have kids old enough to help. So my son got the backpack, and my daughters made backpacks out of a grocery bags, while taking turns holding another bag. I had the huge tote bag and another two bags. It was a funny sight, all of us trudging the half mile or so back home. Thankfully it was gorgeous weather, slightly cool and windy, so at least we weren't sweating. (There's always a bright side.)

The Four of Wands... funny, when I was in the store, I paused briefly in the wine aisle, tempted. I never drink, and I detest the taste of wine, but I entertained the idea. I knew I'd never drink it, so I didn't get it. But that's what I thought of when I got back home and looked at the cards I had drawn this morning, with the Four of Wands woman kicking back with a glass of alcohol. (This deck is chock full of raging alcoholics.)

The Four of Wands is me, plopping down on the couch when we got home, feeling how good it was to be sitting after that walk carrying such a heavy load. I had myself a a quick rest before even putting the groceries away. Home sweet home.

Deck: The Housewives Tarot (by Paul Kepple and Jude Buffum, published by Quirk Books)


~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


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Faeries' Oracle: Absolutely Amazing "Sage" Advice!

I had to share this amazing draw. A little while ago, my daughter ran, at about 150 mph, straight into my knee which I had unfortunately raised from where I was sitting at the precise moment she reached me. I heard the sickening, horrifying sound of her teeth crashing together. A chill went through me as I prepared for the worst. I grabbed her face to look into her mouth, and was so relieved to see that all her teeth were still there, and there was no blood. However, after closer inspection, I noticed that both an upper and lower tooth were both slightly chipped. She was in pain, from the impact. I gave her some aspirin, and I rested with her in my arms on the couch for awhile. Then we played a card game. Still in a bit of pain, I asked her if she wanted me to draw a faerie card for her. She was delighted.

So I shuffled, asking the faeries to give us some advice. I told them what had happened, and that she was being very good about it all, but she was still feeling a bit of soreness. I asked if they had any advice for her.

I pulled The Sage. The man of wisdom, he had to be just who we needed. I held the card up to her and talked to her through the voice of The Sage. "I have only one eye, but I can still see. You have chipped your teeth a tiny bit, but you can still eat. You can still talk. You can still whistle. ...Can you still whistle?" She answered with a whistle. "Ah, you can still whistle. Good. You can still do what you need to do, just as I can with my one eye. Look at me, I am old and gray, but I am very wise. You are very wise. You will have this story to tell to your children and grandchildren." She smiled.

Then I looked at the name at the bottom of the card, though I knew his name. The Sage. Sage. Hmmm. I asked my daughter, "Do you want to eat some sage? Maybe that will be good for your tooth pain." She shrugged her shoulders and asked what it tasted like. I said, "See for yourself." So we went to the kitchen and I gave her a finger dab of dried sage. She liked the taste. Then I let her smell it. Aromatherapy, you know. She said it smelled delicious.

I said, "I wonder if sage is good for tooth aches. Wouldn't that be amazing?" So we went to the computer and I Googled "sage for toothache". And all these sites came up...
A standard British mouthwash herb is Garden Sage.

Sage
is useful herb for gastrointestinal problems and toothache pain relief.

The (sage) leaves can be chewed to relieve toothache.

Thyme or sage: Mix a teaspoon of thyme or sage in a cup of boiling water. Cover the cup for 10 minutes, so that the herb is infused into the water. Swivel this concoction around your mouth to cure toothache.

A less well known method for treating gum disease and general toothaches is sage tea.
Are you kidding me?!? Those were all results from the first page of Googling. I couldn't believe it! I was amazed beyond belief that I asked for toothache advice, and the Faeries gave me the one card that was an absolutely literal, direct and practical answer. Unbelievable!

So while brewing some sage tea for her, I thought I'd jump online to share our amazing story!

Oooh. I just thought of something else. He's the faerie of wisdom... which made me think of wisdom teeth!

Deck: The Faeries' Oracle (by Brian Froud, published by Simon & Schuster)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame

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Housewives Tarot: Sharing Bread



Today I pulled an interesting trio. The Queen of Cups is always the Court card that I always associate with myself. The Hermit in this deck is an adorable concept. Calgon, take me away! This card reflects a bizarre dream I had last night in which I was kicking people out of my shower, as I wanted to shower alone. They were all peeved with me, thinking me rude and unsociable, and I really couldn't understand how they weren't able to comprehend the desire to shower alone. So when I turned over the Hermit this morning, I had to smile. Here she is, in her bathtub, alone, as Hermits tend to do. When I woke up, I wasn't sure what that dream was about, but now seeing the similarly themed Hermit card, perhaps it was my subconscious calling out for more me-time.

The Three of Swords is rather subdued in this deck. Not that I'm complaining. If this card is gonna come up, I'd rather see it as a cake with three harmless serving spatulas digging through it than a bloody sword-pierced heart. To be honest, the only thing this card reminded me of today was the bread I made. I have been making this bread almost daily lately. It's that good. The three serving spatulas reminded me of my three kids. Being the good Queen of Cups mom that I am, I split the fab bread evenly between the four of us. But in the back of my mind, the Hermit in me wished I could have it all to myself. :) Not a bad way to experience the Three of Swords card, in my book.

Deck: The Housewives Tarot (by Paul Kepple and Jude Buffum, published by Quirk Books)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


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Housewives Tarot: The Vomitous Tower of Gelatin



When I first saw my cards today, I was like, oh great. An explosive blow out with my father. I could really do without that today. So I went into denial and tried to avoid the message. I picked up the Tower card to look at it more closely. I don't like this card. First of all, I think gelatin is gross, as it's made up of animal bones and other parts. But combining jello with vegetables just puts it over the top, straight into the vomitous category. So I continued looking at this card, and all I could think about was vomiting. Then it hit me!

I looked back over to the Emperor card and see that, with the exclusion of his head, he's made entirely of canned food. And the woman in the Five of Wands is leaning back, away from him, guarding herself with her feather dusters. Yesterday, I watched my father pull a container out of his fridge, and reheat lunch for himself. Stuffed shells. The same container of leftover stuffed shells that I saw in his fridge two, maybe even three, weeks ago. I was going to say something, but my father can never be wrong about anything, so I kept my mouth shut about the health hazards of really old food.

I wonder if my father will be sick today, with the vomiting I sensed from the Tower card. The woman leaning back from the Emperor looks like someone grossed out and backing away from someone hurling. (Sorry for the imagery.)

I know this is mean to say, but if I'm being honest, I would much rather see my dad have an upset stomach from eating bad food than have a huge argument with him, like I first thought when I laid down the cards. But just in case, I will use the cards as a helpful heads up, and take great lengths to avoid him today, in case he's in one of his moods.

Deck: The Housewives Tarot (by Paul Kepple and Jude Buffum, published by Quirk Books)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


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Housewives Tarot: Fans' Choice



I was having a hard time deciding which deck to use this week on the blog. So, I asked for requests from my Facebook fans. The Housewives won the majority vote, closely followed by the Legend:Arthurian deck (which I'll use here soon). It's funny because I really wanted to use a lighthearted deck this week... my FB friends must have sensed that!

The cards I drew today seem to be addressing the way this deck was chosen. In the center of it all, we have me in the Seven of Cups. So many decks, so hard to choose. I was paralyzed with indecision. What's a girl to do? Well, there I am again, a little while later, in the Four of Wands when I decided to kick my feet up, take a load off, and let other people decide for me. I hopped on Facebook, posted a link to my deck inventory and asked for requests. And voila! The decision was made for me. (Thank you!!!)

As I lay in bed last night, I was going over the Major Arcana of the Housewives Tarot in my head. I recalled each one, in order. When I got to the Justice card and remembered the scene where the mother is about to beat her child with a wooden spoon, I stopped. I don't like this card. Being a mom who doesn't spank my kids, I get very uncomfortable when I see this card. It's creepy that both mom and kid are smiling... I find it bizarre and disturbing to make a joke out of this. I know it was the norm back in the 50's, so I suppose it's fitting for this deck, but still... It also reminds me that the Justice system isn't always as "fair" as it claims to be, and this card illustrates that well. So, it was ironic that this was the first card that I turned over this morning. Tying it in with the other cards, it made me think, "Well, you asked for it... you wanted the deck decision to be made for you, so now you have to to work with these cards, even the ones you don't like!"

(Thanks again to those who voted... I do enjoy this kitschy deck, and it's just what the doctor ordered for a lighthearted tarot week.)

Deck: The Housewives Tarot (by Paul Kepple and Jude Buffum, published by Quirk Books)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


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Review: Crone Stones

The Crone Stones is a set of 33 handcrafted porcelain stones, created by Carol Lee Campbell. The archetypal illustrations on the stones are designed to represent the stages of womanhood and the human journey, and can be used for meditation, or for readings, self-reflection or spiritual development.

The Stones
This beautiful set consists of 33 flat, oval porcelain stones, a velveteen drawstring pouch and an 88-page book. The stones measure approximately 1 1/8" x 1 5/8". As they are handcrafted, they aren't 100% uniform in shape, which completely adds to their charm. The backs of the stones are blank (white). They are unglazed, and become more smooth with time as the natural oils in your fingers soften the finish.

The Crone Stones system consists of three suits, representing the different stages of life: Maiden, Mother and Crone. There are eleven categories of stones, with one stone of each suit within each category.


Categories:
  1. Natural Cycles
  2. Dualities
  3. She Who...
  4. The Activist
  5. Confrontations
  6. Communications
  7. Conformity
  8. Journeys
  9. Myths
  10. Universal Energy
  11. Archetypes
So, for example, in the Conformity set, you have the Daydreamer (Maiden), Stubborn Rutter (Mother) and Mischiever (Crone).

I was curious how the images were printed onto the stones, so I asked Carol to explain the process:
"The stones are "stamped" with a color that is supposed to represent red ochre - a tint that the ancients used as a symbol of the life force. Once the ink is set on the stone, the stone is fired a low fire "biscuit" and then finished with a high fire for porcelain (about 2100 degrees)."

How They Read
I have found the Crone Stones to inspire very deep and thoughtful readings. They ask questions of you in such a way that you can't help but be honest with yourself, whether that is comfortable or not. The week that I worked with the stones daily, the majority of the stones I pulled were from the Crone suit. This indicated that I was going through a period of transition, and it wasn't necessarily all sunshine and roses. The stones accurately picked up on my vibe throughout the week, and helped me work through it.

I love the feeling of digging my hand into the soft bag and feeling around until I get a stone that feels like the "right" one. I'm used to working primarily with cards, but I have always loved the feel of stones in my hands, and these feel very luxurious. So the aesthetic aspect of it definitely adds another meaningful layer to the experience.

The Book
The book which accompanies the stones is an excellent resource. The book begins with a handy table of each of the stones, divided into their sets. Then there is an introduction explaining the background of the triple woman, the suits, the purpose of the stones, and how to use them.

Next comes the bulk of the book, featuring the meaning of each stone, complete with photos of the stones. Each stone comes with a fascinating cultural tale which illustrates its meaning. Then the author suggests more tangibly what the stone might mean for you when it appears. And at the end of each passage, there is a discussion question, designed to get you to think more deeply about the meaning the stone has for you (which I love).

The book also features several spreads. The 3-stone Crone Throw, the 5-stone Starburst, the 7-stone Almond Spread, and the 7-stone Jessica Crescent.

Another neat aspect of the book is the inclusion, "Host a Crone Stone Evening" with 4 pages of ideas for having a group gathering using the Crone Stones as the center focus. There's also a lovely section on "Solo Charm Work and Caring for your Stones" which includes info on cleansing and charging the stones, and using them with herbs for magical work. The book ends with some additional tips on reading with the stones, a bibliography and three blank pages for notes.

Final Thoughts
The Crone Stones is a gorgeous oracle set, and the book is very comprehensive and well thought out. I would highly recommend bringing this set into your home, especially if you are interested in honest self-reflection. These stones, along with the accompanying book, will serve as a spectacular catalyst for getting to know yourself better.

I'd also like to emphasize that while the stones' suits are female in nature, the stones need not be used exclusively for women. They provide ideas for reflection and inspiration for the human journey, emotions and life transformation we all go through, regardless of gender.

The Crone Stones are available directly from the artist (Carol Lee Campbell) at CroneStones.com. (And for the horse lovers out there, she also makes a gorgeous horse-themed set of semi-precious: EponaStones.com)


See below for more images of the Crone Stones.







To see more images and readings I've done with the Crone Stones, visit my posts with the deck here.

Crone Stones (by Carol Lee Campbell, CroneStones.com)


~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


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Crone Stones: A Day Without Speaking

This morning I decided to spend the entire day without speaking. It's something I've only done once before, a couple years ago. (At least it's the only time I've done it intentionally and purposefully. There certainly may have been days in my past when no one was around and I was silent all day without realizing it.)

The last time I did this, I found that its effects lasted for a couple weeks afterward, as I would automatically think twice before speaking. It was quite beneficial, as I realized that I had that brief moment in time to make sure what came out of my mouth was kind and not hasty, rash or unnecessary.

This morning I woke up with a sore throat, and not in the best mood. I figured it was a perfect day to be silent. Having three young kids in the house makes it a bit more challenging for me not to blurt things out, but it's definitely doable, as there are plenty of other ways to communicate.

I used one of the spreads from the Crone Stones book, and used my day of silence as the subject matter.


The Starburst Spread

1) The East (3:00 position): Where I stand mentally, where I am coming from intellectually.
Waning Moon (Crone)
This stone is about death, rebirth and cycles. I do think that being silent for a day will serve to recharge myself. Sort of like taking out dead batteries and either recharging them or replacing them with new ones. While the batteries are being charged/replaced, my time spent not speaking is akin to a device with a temporarily empty battery slot. Cleared out.

2) The West (9:00): What I feel about the situation, where I am emotionally.
Relationships (Mother)
I feel that this practice will enhance my relationships with my kids, according to the results I got the last time. It's interesting finding new ways to communicate, and also having thoughts that I can't immediately share. It feels good to mix things up, and have a more conscious awareness of what goes through my mind, and what yearns to escape my mouth.

3) The South (6:00): Where my energy source is.
Seeker (Maiden)
I like trying new things, but quite often I find myself in a rut. I've been in a rut for awhile now. This 24-hour vow of silence has given me new energy, as it's something new and exciting. It's given me a fresh perspective, and just the simple straying from the norm is enough to wake me up a bit from the funk I've been in.

4) The North (12:00): How I manifest the issue in the physical realm.
Mermaid (Maiden)
This is funny, because one of the first things I think of when I see mermaids is the legend that they use their song to lure men to the depths of the ocean. Their voices are a prominent symbol, and I am not using mine today. I'm quite like Ariel (The Little Mermaid) who voluntarily gave up her voice for a period of time. In the Crone Stones book, it suggests: "Ask the Mermaid to breath her creative abundance into you and birth you to new possibilities you have yet to dream of." Then it recommends writing a story about a mermaid, which is interesting, because I was writing notes the other day about my new book, and I was jotting down ideas about mermaids and water nymphs. So I suppose, on this voiceless Little Mermaid day, it would be a good time to further contemplate that part of my book, thereby "manifesting this issue in the physical realm".

5) Outcome (Middle)... the Spirit stone of the reading.
New Moon (Maiden)
It's interesting that the first stone in the reading was the waning moon, and the last stone is the waxing new moon. The waxing moon is a great time to attract new things to you, so this is a most perfect outcome. This day of silence might be just what my spirit needed to rejuvenate itself, and get back into the right frame of mind. Not speaking for an extended period of time is a form of meditation in and of itself. By simply being aware of keeping your voice contained, it forces you to be more present in every moment, and less able to go about your day on autopilot. I believe this will be a very good thing for me, and I would like to make it something that I do more often than once every few years. "When this stone emerges in a reading it suggests that a new beginning is on its way... Jump-start your bliss!"

I have to admit that seeing three Maiden stones come up today was a welcome relief, after all the Crone suit stones this week. I really enjoyed using this spread in conjunction with the stones.

Crone Stones (by Carol Lee Campbell, CroneStones.com)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


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Crone Stones: Crones, Crones Everywhere!

Okay I know these are called the Crone Stones, but I feel like I have had an overwhelmingly Crone-filled week. Most of the stones I have drawn thus far have been of the Crone suit. And today, not only did I draw two stones from the Crone suit yet again, but I also drew the Crone herself (actually two versions of her)! Perhaps all this wisdom should make me feel...wiser, but instead it's starting to make me feel... old.

Today, instead of doing an open-ended draw, I asked a question of each of the stones, creating an impromptu spread.

Give-Give-Receive Spread

1. What should I give to myself today?
2. What should I give to others today?
3. What will I receive today?



1. What should I give to myself today?
She Who Knows (Crone)
The crone in this stone is scrying into a bath of water in which she sees her own reflection. Today I will give myself the gift of inner knowing. I will meditate on who I am, and make an effort to be more accepting of myself.

2. What should I give to others today?
Crone (Crone)
I shall select a bit of wisdom I have gained through life experience and share it with my kids today.

3. What will I receive today?
Seeker (Maiden)
The passage that accompanies this stone includes one of my favorite quotes: "Not all those who wander are lost." (JRR Tolkien). The artist relates this stone to the Fool card in tarot. Today I feel I will receive the motivation (or support) to listen to my intuition, take risks, and follow my heart's path. That it's okay to be exactly where I am right now, as long as I keep putting one foot in front of the other.

Crone Stones (by Carol Lee Campbell, CroneStones.com)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


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Crone Stones: Darkness Leads to Light



This was my draw from yesterday that I never got around to posting...

Daughter
(Maiden): The Daughter represents youth, purity and innocence. A new beginning.

Dragon (Crone): "The Dragon is both the guardian of the gold and the giver of wishes." I like that. This stone suggests that in order to conquer our fears, we must first recognize and face them. Also, the essence of this stone is the wild woman within who must have freedom.

Unknown (Crone): (Note... the flash on my camera made the mirror appear to have splotches of white within it. In reality, the mirror is painted a solid dark color) "The Unknown stone points us towards a dark chasm that potentially holds monsters or self-loathing demons that bar our way." The passage in the book relates the story of Medusa, which reminded me of the Dragon stone, as both stones mention snakes. Medusa and the Dragon are both monstrous, part snake/serpent mythological beings.

This Unknown stone asks what stands between me and illumination, and what might I find once I turn toward the light? This reminded me of a quote I saw today: "Only when one is ready to journey into the darkness will they be given light."

So putting the three stones together, I see a new beginning that I need to make, one that requires me to face my fears and then move beyond them. There is a call to freedom, which I definitely feel loud and clear. I've absolutely been feeling trapped lately, as though someone has clipped my wings (and I realize, though it doesn't always feel like it, the reality is that the only one who can clip my wings is me). The Dragon, also myself, is the giver of wishes. If I have wishes (which of course I do), then I need to grant them for myself.

Again (like yesterday) two of the three stones today are of the Crone suit. All this wisdom is getting a bit heavy. I feel like I have done a lot of soul searching this week, and I am going to need some lightening up very soon.

Crone Stones (by Carol Lee Campbell, CroneStones.com)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


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Tarot of the Sweet Twilight: Life Purpose Reading



This reading was one I did about a week ago, mentioned in this post with the Crone Stones when I talked about listening to my muse. I was thinking about what my purpose was in life (aside from being a mother), and what I feel I am supposed to be doing here. I have always loved reading and writing. I get antsy if I can't do both every day. Deep down, I know I'm supposed to be writing books. I have always known it, since I was a child. And since I've had kids of my own, I have been more interested in writing children's books, both picture books and chapter books. So when I pulled out the cards, I guess I wanted confirmation of this. I can't remember my exact question, but I know it had to do with making money while living a purposeful life. I think I asked "What am I supposed to be doing to make good money?" and the writing bit was a glimmering hope in the background, wondering.

When I turned over the first card it was like "Here ya go. Can't get more clearer than this". The knave is standing on a huge book, with other little books on top of it (I saw the little books representing children's books, as they are smaller than the ginormous book). There are also notebooks and a fountain pen for writing! And the Knave is the youngest of the Courts, the one often relating to children. So there you have it. Children's books. It's funny that I chose this deck, of all possibilities, which I haven't used in months. And it's the one card with such a directly literal interpretation of what I was asking about. I showed this card to my 9 year old son and told him what I had asked about... told him this card is usually called the "Page of Cups" which is the card I relate with him. So he said, "Oh cool! Page... like the page of a book!" I hadn't even made that connection myself, so I thought that was another neat sign!

The Ace of Pentacles came up next which answered my question about making good money. The Ace of Pentacles is the card I see as the seed, the beginning. For me, it also comes up as a neutral card, simply symbolizing money in general, as the symbol of the suit itself. Writing will bring me money, but I am at the starting point. It will take awhile. The longer I wait to start, the longer it will take to come in. But this was a sure sign that writing and money are indeed possible partners for me in my life.

The last card wrapped up the reading beautifully. The Stars. Making money writing is in the stars for me. It's my destiny. It's something I have always known in my inner being. But unfortunately, I have continuously allowed Life to get in the way. How can I devote time to writing every day when there are a myriad of other things I "should" be doing? And then there's the classic excuse of saying that I'll have more time to write when the kids are grown. But what will be my excuse then? That I'm too old? No, it has to start now. It should have started long ago actually. This reminded me of the Chinese proverb: "The best time to plant a tree is twenty years ago. The second best time is now."

I have already written several children's books. There is one, in particular, that I want to put out into the world. So I can send that in to publishers while I work on the next one... a chapter book that I started working on the day after I did this reading, inspired by the message in the cards.

Ooh, and I just remembered a reading I did with my Tarot of the Master a couple months ago. I had asked a similar question, looking for my purpose, and a way to make a living from said purpose. I drew the VIII Denari, which features the single keyword, "Writing" along the side border. (I notice now how the Writing card is full of coins, again tying the writing and money aspects together!) The other cards told me what I should be writing about... and all I can remember was one of the cards, which was "Affliction" (which every good story needs, right?)

So, writing is "in the cards" and "in the stars" for me. Now I just need to find the commitment necessary for following through and the strength to push past the doubts and fears that will inevitably attempt to creep in and rain on my parade, providing me with all sorts of excuses why I shouldn't be doing what I know I should be.

Decks: Tarot of the Sweet Twilight (published by Lo Scarabeo)
and Tarot of the Master (published by Lo Scarabeo)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


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Crone Stones & Deck of Shadows: The Messages of Death and Time



She Who Nurtures (Mother): This stone is about the mothering aspects of life, as well as care-taking with one's touch, whether this is in the form of energy healing (Reiki) or massage, baking, molding clay, etc. This stone of course immediately made me think about my role as a mother, but it could also indicate self-nurturing.

Listener (Crone): Again, this stone can be interpreted in more ways than one. Being a good listener... but to whom? The nurturing stone tells me this is relating either to my kids or to myself. Perhaps I need to give more quality attention to what my kids are saying today. Or maybe I need to listen more to my inner self, by making my meditation a more special part of my day. Could mean both, of course. I think I will listen today for the signs that I might have been too busy to notice lately.

Waning Moon (Crone): This stone talks about death and rebirth. There is an ebbing moon, falling leaves and an acorn. Natural cycles come to an end, and begin again. And this brought to mind a dream I had last night, which spoke of death, and ironically, dead leaves as well. I dreamt that I was on this plot of land, in the middle of a parking lot, and there was a flat section of dead leaves on the ground. I knew (without logical reason, as happens in dreams) that my friend from Jr. High School was dead, and his ashes were mixed up in those leaves. I mixed the leaves around (but without using anything to do so) and contemplated his death. Then there were two men there, deliberating over what to do with his ashes, and it involved putting the ashes in one of those bank deposit cylinders and shooting it up a tube the way you do at a drive-through bank.

So... I woke up with this boy's name in my head, wondering why he, of all people, was selected for this dream about death. I pulled out my Deck of Shadows and pulled three cards to ask about the dream. I got Servant, Riddle and Time. And I realized the riddle is this... are we servants to time, or is time our servant? I guess it can be either, depending on what your perspective is. Death is a sure thing. It's only a matter of time. And what we do with our time, while we have it, is an element of control that we do have.

What am I doing with my time here? Have I been living my life as a slave to time? Do I give too much importance to clocks, calendars and deadlines? Maybe it's time to stop and smell the roses. Enjoy nurturing my kids, taking care of myself. Listening to the ones I love and learn from, and be silent often and long enough to hear the guidance of my inner voice. Life is just a series of now moments, strung together. These cards were a wake up call for me not to keep letting them pass me by unnoticed, under-appreciated, or not fully lived.

Two of the stones I pulled today were of the Crone suit, emphasizing inner reflection, wisdom and releasing the old. There is transformation being called for in my draw today, and I will definitely take the message to heart.

Crone Stones (by Carol Lee Campbell, CroneStones.com)
and Deck of Shadows (by Scott Grossberg)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame

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Crone Stones: Honoring My Muse



This week I'll be working with the beautiful porcelain Crone Stones, created by Carol Lee Campbell. The stones are divided into eleven groups with three suits (Maiden, Mother and Crone) representing the three stages of the journey of womanhood (though I feel they can be used to symbolize life for any gender.)

Relationships (Mother): This stone is about breaking down the barriers between one another, particularly with your parents. Now, that's a tall order when it comes to dealing with the long term effects of an absentee father. However, I can take a look at the other stones, and see how issues from my childhood are still affecting me in those areas of my adult life. There is something this relationship did to me that is holding me back, and it's time to release that emotional baggage.

She Who Inspires (Maiden): This stone is all about the muse! She inspires us to write and sing and do all sorts of creative things. One of the inspirations behind this stone is Bridget of the Celts, who is celebrated this month, and in the book which accompanies these stones, it even mentions honoring her on Valentine's Day, which was yesterday! This stone advises me to keep the fires burning within me, and expressing myself in some creative manner. The question the passage asks is "What is your bliss?" and quotes from Joseph Campbell: "Follow your bliss and doors will open." These stones are very timely today, because I did a tarot reading the other day, which I've been meaning to post, regarding the very same thing. Following my bliss. And it inspired me to begin a writing project, which is one of the things suggested by this stone!

Weaver (Mother): This is the Spider Woman card. She weaves creation together, which also reminded me of my writing, as storytelling is weaving together a tale. The message from this stone is about one's craft: "How are you manifesting your abilities in the world? How does this creation connect to others?" This was one of the motivating factors for me to start writing again, as I know it has always been my passion, but I have kept it under wraps due to being too busy with life. My writing is something that was meant to be shared... it is my connection to others, as the stone suggests. The excerpt in the book further asks, "What talent do you possess? ... By tapping your talents, you shine your divineness into the world." So this is just further confirmation that this is the right time for me to be getting back to my passion in life.

Going back to the first stone, and its connection to the others... my paternal relationship (or lack thereof) has held me back from doing what I love, I'm sure partly due to the lack of confidence it instilled in me, as well as a fear of rejection.

Two of the stones I pulled today are Mother stones, and one is a Maiden. Now is the time for me to come into my own. The past is gone, and the present is what I make of it. By looking at how the past has affected me, I can work through that and see it for what it is, and recognize how unfounded my limitations are. I can set myself free and honor my muse. Better late than never.

Crone Stones (by Carol Lee Campbell, CroneStones.com)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame


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Deck Review: Deck of Shadows

When I originally discovered the Deck of Shadows, the first thing that caught my eye was the artwork. I recognized some John William Waterhouse images, among other favorites and I wanted to learn more. I also loved the fact that the cards were black and white. When I received the deck, I was blown away by how accurately they read. The answers I received made it seem as though they were more than cards, and were actually beside me, hearing my questions.

The Cards
The set consists of a 54-card deck in a tuck box, LWB and a black organza drawstring bag. The deck is standard poker size (2.5" x 3.5"), with nice card stock which makes it easy to shuffle. The backs, which feature a compass, are not reversible. Each of the cards has a playing card attribute at the top. The two Jokers are the Yes and No cards (Thummim and Urim), which I found to be a novel addition to the deck.

The artwork is comprised of classic paintings, made into black and white images. I would have liked to see the artwork enlarged, with less of the elaborate border. But, according to the LWB, it's the words on each card which are meant to be the primary method of interpretation, with the artwork acting as more of a supplement than the main focus. There is also a symbol at the bottom of each card which ties into the card's meaning (which I really like). All of this, in addition to the playing card attribute, gives you a whole lot to work with in each card.

The accompanying 40-page Little White Book includes an introduction to the deck, brief card meanings (complete with the corresponding painting credits) and a section in the back on using the deck for divination. The cards are organized in the booklet by playing card suits. There are two spreads included: The 2-card "What's Real - What's Not" spread and the 3-card "Desire - Defy - Escape" spread. A blank page for notes closes out the LWB.

Sample card (image to the right):
Title: The Soul
Subsidiary Meanings: Innocence, Completion, Grace
Symbol: The Moon
Painting: Evening Mood, 1882, William Bouguereau
Playing Card: Queen of Hearts

LWB elaboration:

The Soul - The motivating, prompting, and driving force or cause of a person's, event's or thing's life; integrity and honor.


I enjoy the dramatic flair this deck offers with card titles such as Wretched Excess, Forbidden Love and Revenge. Many of these cards are straightforward in their interpretation, but some of them make you pause and search for deeper meaning, forcing you to access the inner recesses of the situation.

How it Reads
I think the best way to describe how this deck reads is to give very specific examples, so that you can see that I am not exaggerating when I say these cards answer you as though they have ears that hear your questions with crystal clarity.

The first reading I did with the deck gave me chills. First, the background story: When I first received the deck and was thumbing through it, I showed my daughter the Underdog card featuring Collier's "Lady Godiva" painting, because a couple days earlier she had just learned about Lady Godiva, and was really into her. So I then took out my Sacred Art Tarot deck, to show her the card in that deck featuring the same painting. I later reminded her about the children's tarot art submission for the Spring issue of Tarophist International magazine. She decided to illustrate a card featuring Lady Godiva.

When the founder of the magazine approached me about the feature (after reading on my blog that I had a crafty daughter), I told him I had three children, and he said I could send in submissions from all of them. Ironically, the crafty daughter is not the best artist of the three. She is very creative, but more mathematically than artistically. I wasn't sure if the magazine would be accepting all submissions, or picking and choosing. So I worried a bit, not sure how to handle it if her drawing didn't get published.

I took my virgin Deck of Shadows out, and shuffled it while asking how I should approach the submission. I would never dream of discouraging her from creating artwork, but I felt the desire to warn her of potential rejection in a way that she wouldn't take personally (by warning all three of my kids of the possibility). I asked the cards what I needed to know about supporting her efforts.

The first card I drew was the Lady Godiva card!! I was asking about my daughter's Lady Godiva drawing, and I got the Lady Godiva card. I was shocked. It wasn't until after I got past the painting did I read the title "Underdog", which explained perfectly how I saw the situation. The second card was "Outcast", which was what I was afraid of, that she might be singled out. The last card was "Unity" which felt like a big hug. Unity. All three of my kids' drawings would be accepted. The magazine would be all-inclusive, and not discriminating. The Unity card features a painting of Cupid and Psyche, showing me that all I needed to do was let my daughter follow her heart. The very next day, I received an email from the magazine thanking me for the submissions, letting me know all three drawings would be included in the issue.

The second reading I did with the deck was regarding a job interview my aunt had just gone on. The first three cards I drew were Life, Descension, and Death. The job she applied for was a nursing position working with people undergoing cancer treatment. The descension of the patients' health from life toward possible death was right there in those three cards, describing the job with amazing accuracy. It was then that I started to feel like there was definitely something more to this deck than I had ever anticipated. The cards continued to tell me more about the situation. Then I asked a final "Will she be offered the job?" and I turned over the next card which was the "Yes" card! I asked a yes/no question, and got a Yes. Amazing.

I have played with the cards a bit, asking them to tell me about situations that have already happened in the past. For example, I asked about an old boyfriend, asking what happened to cause the break up. The cards that came up were Forbidden Love, Rivalry, and Betrayal. I had left my boyfriend because I had fallen in love with someone else. The cards couldn't have been more spot on. I continued to do this with several other situations, and in every case the cards answered as though they were a living, breathing person, answering in brief words the exact summaries of the situations.

Final thoughts
There is definitely more to this deck than meets the eye. It's much more than just a stack of pretty cards, though it is that as well. The Deck of Shadows has far surpassed any expectations or hopes I might have had. I have found that the deck works best when asking very specific questions, as it offers precise answers. These cards get down into the nitty gritty of things, so if you come prepared with a clear focus of inquiry, you can expect a startlingly accurate account of what's really going on.


The Deck of Shadows is available for purchase directly from the artist (Scott Grossberg's Thinking Magically site) or at The Tarot Garden.


See below for more images from the Deck of Shadows.








To see more images and readings I've done with the Deck of Shadows, visit my posts with the deck here.


Deck: Deck of Shadows (by Scott Grossberg)

~ Kiki
Tarot Dame

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