Daily Card - The Hallowe'en Witch

Wow. I’m pretty stunned at the card I drew this morning, and for a couple of reasons. I’ll start at the beginning.

This morning, I woke up out of a dream in which I was on the phone with a very dear friend of mine. I was telling him to take his Jeep and drive out to visit me and my kids. I suggested we could all go to Disney World...it would be so much fun. We talked about it for awhile, chatting about all the fun we would have, in great detail. I told him he could stay with us. Just as he was about to tell me if he could come or not, I woke up. Then in my groggy-just-waking-up-out-of-a-dream state, I wondered to myself why I hadn’t thought of that before, why I hadn’t invited him yet, as it was such a great idea. It took a couple of moments for me to remember this great friend of mine had died a year ago. Next week it will have been a year since he passed. It was such an indescribably sad and strange feeling to wake up intending to call him, forgetting in that moment that I couldn’t.

About an hour later, while I was shuffling the oracle cards for my daily draw, I had Halloween on my mind, and all the things I am going to do with my kids today. I thought how cool it would be if I randomly drew The Hallowe’en Witch card today, but out of 52 cards, what are the chances? I decided I would just write a second post for Halloween, and feature that witch’s card separately from my daily draw. I shuffled three times, then shuffled a different way another few times. Cut the deck twice. Turned the card over. The Hallowe’en Witch! Wow!!! I was so delighted! I really, truly love when things like that happen with the cards.

To be honest, I didn’t have any special intuitive meaning that I saw in the card, other than it appeared on Halloween, which is pretty self-explanatory. I guessed that was all I needed...that the card confirmed the holiday and proved itself a good little oracle deck!

I was curious about what the book had to say about this card, since I wasn’t getting any extra meaning out of it. In my first post this week, I wrote about how I wouldn’t be consulting the accompanying book, because I didn’t think much of it, and it seemed to me to be a bunch of fluff. I have to eat those words now, and I’m not too proud to do so! Here is what the book has to say...the words in bold are my doing, as I wanted to point out how eerily and accurately it connected with my dream this morning:

Mysteriously, a new year begins for you on Hallowe’en, October 31st. A door opens into another world. You may see or dream of those you love who, although having passed from this world to the next, still want to help you. A potential lover will be thinking of you before being driven to open their heart to you. Patience, spurred on by ambition, makes waiting easy for you.

Wow. When I read that line, I got teary again about my friend, and was truly amazed at the connection. This oracle deck has proved itself twice this morning with a single card, and I am very impressed.

I also have to add a third meaning behind this card's appearance today, as I will actually be taking on the role of this particular witch tonight after my kids go to sleep! Our tradition is to go Trick or Treating, collecting candy for the Halloween Witch, as my kids don't eat candy. (This explains why the witch's teeth are rotten!) The Halloween Witch comes at night, takes all the candy the kids have left for her, and leaves behind healthy and fun goodies for the kids (books, toothbrushes, healthy snacks, toys, etc.). And on a tarot-related note, a little birdie told me that one of the goodies the witch will be gifting the kids with is the Whimsical Tarot deck and book set...as well as an extra set for Mama also! ;)

Deck: Good Witch, Bad Witch

Daily Card - The Broomstick Witch

Ah, the first “Bad” witch of the week. Surprisingly, most of the bad witches in this deck don’t have negative connotations. I view them rather as being the “Intense” witches of the deck.

The Broomstick Witch is on a mission. She’s headed somewhere, but the phrase that comes to mind is, “Slow and steady wins the race”. She’s not in any great hurry, nor is she being lazy. She’s going at just the right pace to get to where she needs/wants to be. She’s a model example of how to approach the goals in my life. Don’t lay around like a sloth because then nothing gets done...yet at the same time, don’t go too fast and get stressed out. Make that step to get on the broomstick, head in the right direction, and enjoy the ride!

Note: Well, it appears this witch has a sense of humor, as a funny example of her message appeared for me as I was posting this very blog entry. After I finished writing, I went to add the photo of the card. Apparently Blogger was having issues at the moment. I received an error message. I tried again. And again. And again.... It wasn't until the sixth or seventh time that the image finally uploaded. After my first few attempts, I laughed as I realized the connection between the card's message and this little glitch, so I patiently continued trying to add the photo, when ordinarily I would have either gotten frustrated or given up. The Broomstick Witch is a smart little cookie!

Deck: Good Witch, Bad Witch

Daily Card - The West Witch

This morning I drew The West Witch. What immediately came to mind is my family out west. I have a lot of catching up to do in correspondence, and I intend to take the time to write to them today.

The image also shows a sunset and leaves blowing in the wind. I get a feeling of changing times...out with the old, in with the new. The other day, I had this feeling that I sometimes get...once every couple of years. It happens to me when something big is about to happen, as sort of a heads up. I’ll be outside and the wind will blow in a very distinct, almost magical way...a way that it only blows when this happens, and I’ll hear a soft inner voice whisper, “Winds of Change”. And I’ll just know that something is about to change in my life. And it always does. I never know what the change will be, but I know that something is coming.

It’s funny, I was debating a few days ago about whether or not to blog my most recent “Winds of Change” moment when it happened...perhaps under some non-tarot related category. I occasionally have strongly intuitive moments that occur in my life (several in the last few weeks), and I’m still deciding if I should keep a personal hand-written journal, a separate blog, or just mention them here. In any event, The West Witch card cordially invited my “Winds of Change” experience to the blog this time!

Deck: Good Witch, Bad Witch

Daily Card - The Treasure Witch

It’s time for a little Halloween fun! I’m going to stray from the tarot this week to work with an oracle deck I have recently acquired. I haven’t read with it much yet, so I thought Halloween would be an ideal time to see what the Good Witch, Bad Witch deck has to say to me.

For the most part, I have found the card descriptions in the accompanying book to be filled with fluff...extremely limiting and not very useful. So I will not be consulting the “traditional” meanings of these cards, but rather will just read from the images intuitively.

Today I was greeted by the Treasure Witch who is looking into a treasure box of jewels. I feel compelled by this card to take stock of what I really value in life. To be sure that I take the time to appreciate the treasures in my life. The other day we had to evacuate the house which was suddenly, rapidly and inexplicably filling with smoke. I rushed my kids out of the house, then the cat. And that was that. No wallet, no computer, no important papers. Some would say that wasn’t great thinking on my part. All I know is that when faced with an emergency, I took what mattered to me and got them out of harm’s way. It never occurred to me to go back into a smoke-filled house to grab “important papers”.

I do realize it would be wise to have a little emergency kit. Something kept near the door holding important things that I'd like to hold on to...which I could just grab on the way out. But I know I'll never do that. I'm not nearly that organized. I'll continue walking on the wild side, aware that my worldly treasures could go up in smoke at any moment. But as long as I have my family, I'll be just fine.

This lovely Treasure Witch reminds me that what’s really valuable in my life is that which cannot be replaced. My loved ones. Spending time treasuring them is important and should always be my priority. Maybe a little less computer time during the day and a little more time playing with my kids.

(I do write this blog for myself, and tend to forget anyone else might be reading it...but just in case anyone is, and wondering...the smoke was a false alarm. It was a test done by the county, checking the pipes. Apparently this house has leaky pipes, so the smoke quickly filled the rooms. It certainly would have been nice, to say the least, if someone had considered knocking on the door to warn me ahead of time before I called 911.)

Deck: Good Witch, Bad Witch

Week in Review

Previous Week's Tally
(Sunday Oct. 21 - Saturday Oct. 27):


Majors: 0
Courts: 1 (Page Pentacles)
Minors: 6 (2 Twos):
(2 Cups, 7 Cups, 3 Staffs/Wands, 2 Swords, 6 Pents, 9 Pents )

Cups: 2
Wands/Rods: 1
Swords: 1
Pentacles: 3

No Majors this week!

Deck: Tarot of a Moon Garden

Daily Card - Two of Cups

My last card of the week is the Two of Cups. While I was shuffling, I asked for guidance on how to approach the project I need to work on today. The project that the cards have been urging me to take action on in my last two daily draws. I need a little incentive because I don't feel thrilled about doing what needs to be done.

I’m not in a relationship or business partnership. So this card is indicating to me that I need to approach my project with love and passion. Put my all into it. Remember what I loved about it to begin with. When you infuse something with love and positive energy, it begins to vibrate similarly and attract success. This card definitely offers me some very sound advice today. Rather than viewing my work as something that "has" to be done, I should look at it from another perspective...one of excitement, joy, love and passion! It will definitely make a difference in how I feel while working and also in the ultimate success of my project.

Deck: Tarot of a Moon Garden

Daily Card - Two of Swords

Today I drew the Two of Swords. The sword hilts in this deck all feature differently designed dragonflies. It adds a nice beauty to the image. In this card, there is a blindfolded girl, standing in a garden, and behind her waves are threatening to crash around her. They aren’t high enough to sweep her away, but rather I get the feeling that she is standing there passively, letting whatever happen as it may, allowing the waves to take their course. She isn’t taking an active roll in what is happening.

This card has meaning for me today, because I tend to be a lot like this girl. A lot of the time, I let the wind take me where it may. I procrastinate. I am not aggressive, goal-oriented or ambitious. It’s a fine line between just letting the chips fall where they may, and consciously waiting to take only inspired action. One is simply being passive, and the other is keeping in touch with intuition. I need to be mindful of the difference and deliberately choose the latter.

Behind the girl in the card are two swords. One is pointing straight behind her head. This indicates to me an idea that I need to take action on. There’s a direction I need to take about something I’ve been thinking about, and I need to follow my gut feelings about the idea, instead of letting it remain stewing around in my head. The blindfold reminds me that it is good to meditate, close my eyes, block out all distractions, until I am guided to the next step...but then it is equally important to remove the blindfold and actually take that next step! Rather than staying still, letting the waves in the card wash over me, I need to follow my intuition in a way that will take me closer to my goal today.

I get a similar feeling from this card as I did from yesterday's Seven of Cups card, but in a slightly stronger, definitely more direct manner. I get the distinct feeling I should take it to heart, and follow the cards' gentle guidance before they get irritated and impatient with me and bring out the big guns with the Tower card! :)

Deck: Tarot of a Moon Garden

Daily Card - Seven of Cups

Seven of Cups. This is such a dreamy card. The castle reminds me of Cinderella’s castle at Walt Disney Word or Disneyland...and with the surrounding stars, the song, “When You Wish Upon a Star” comes to mind. When I look at this card, I feel like all my dreams can come true! I just have to choose one at a time. I tend to have many projects in the works at the same time, as well as numerous ideas rolling around my head for future projects. I’ve always been like that...when I was a very young girl, I’d always have several books I was reading at the same time.

I tend to procrastinate (again, a trait I've had since childhood), and just stay dreamy about it all. This card is telling me that anything I want to do can be accomplished in reality...I just need to take it one step at a time. Choose one goal or project and see it to completion, then begin a new one. I’m a big starter of things...yet I easily get bored before something has finished. This is something I'd like to work on!

Deck: Tarot of a Moon Garden

Daily Card - Three of Staffs

Today I drew the Three of Staffs (Wands). I usually look at this card as being one step closer to your goal...waiting for your ship to come in, which is definitely on its way. But in this deck, I view it a tad differently. The purple dragon ship appears to me as if it’s sailing away, rather than towards the reader. I feel like it’s something I have created, finalized, and am sending it out into the world, as I wait for news of its success. Sort of like a message in a bottle. Or a science project in grade school. You work for weeks (or if we’re talking about me, you waited until the last minute and worked frantically the night before)...then you put it out there for the world to see, hoping you get a ribbon because your project was so fantastic.

There’s something in the card which is difficult to see in the online scan. Between the trees, on the ground near the water is a clump of leaves that I mistook at first for a golden, jeweled crown. In between the leaves you can see through the holes to the green water behind, but they appeared to me as jewels. I still see the crown whenever I look at this card, and have to try harder to realize them as leaves. So when I first saw this card this morning, I had the feeling that something I have worked for will soon pay off. The ship has sailed, I have sent it out into the world, and while I’m waiting for news of my perseverance to pay off, there’s a crown left for me as a sign of success.

I have been thinking this week of promoting something I had worked long and hard on awhile ago, and I see this card as a sign that my past efforts will soon pay off in a grand way. Bring it on!!

Deck: Tarot of a Moon Garden

Daily Card - Six of Pentacles

The Six of Pentacles...I’m not making this stuff up. The cards seem to know it’s my birthday week! As I was shuffling this morning, this card popped right out onto my lap. Three days of Pents so far! Yesterday I received a monetary gift from my mom. Of course, all the tarot decks on my wish list began swimming around in my head. I thought about it for awhile, debating on what to get. Then suddenly, I knew. I would get the one on the very top of my list. The expensive one. The one I was saving to buy on a special occasion. Is the celebration of the day I was born not the perfect special occasion? Of course it is! So before the day was through, I had ordered the Sakki-Sakki Tarot Deck and Book set. My heart was literally jumping for joy!

Whenever I have extra money, I always spend it on my kids. It wasn’t until a couple years ago that I actually took the plunge and spent ALL my birthday money on ME. Amazing concept, eh? My aunt would send me money and make a point of writing in the card, “Be sure to buy yourself something with this!” After a few of those notes, I began to really take it to heart, and allow myself to spend the money on me. I don’t know why I had such guilty feelings about this, but I did. It took some getting used to, but now I make it a point to spend all my birthday money on myself. And I have found that this concept has become more comfortable as time goes on, and has trickled over into my life, so that now I find I am able to buy things for myself here and there and actually feel good about it, instead of guilty, and that’s a good thing!

This card shows an image of a woman holding out her arm to catch the bubbles of abundance that are floating down to her. It reminds me today that it really is okay to receive sometimes too! And as it’s all part of a cycle, you actually do block the flow when all you’re doing is giving. (or vice versa, of course!)

Deck: Tarot of a Moon Garden

Daily Card - Nine of Pentacles

Well this week seems to be off to a great start, with the Page of Pentacles yesterday and the Nine of Pentacles today. It's my birthday week, so that’s a good sign! When I think of the 9 of Pents, I hear the Frank Sinatra song, “My Way” in my head. I view this card as accomplishing something in one’s own way. Achieving success by following your own path. Reaching a point in life where you are free to do what you want to do, and not what you have to do.

I have a mission that I’m beginning today and would like to accomplish this week. If drawing this card is any indication of my success, I’d say I’m in for a great week!

This card features a beautiful peacock surrounded by an abundance of magical bubbles and lush flowering nature. The peacock is perched on a gate, and I sense a feeling of arrival. A quiet, yet celebratory arrival and accomplishment. It’s certainly a great feel-good card!

Deck: Tarot of a Moon Garden

My King of Wands Phenomenon

The other night I ordered a pizza and decided to grab a chair and go wait outside for the delivery as it was a nice night. I wanted to sit and shuffle my Tarot of a Moon Garden deck for awhile, as I was going to be using it for the next week’s daily draws. So I opened one of my tarot boxes and grabbed the silk-wrapped deck and headed outside. Once I sat down and unwrapped the deck, I saw it was my Victorian Romantic deck. I had absentmindedly grabbed the wrong deck! Each of my decks are housed in a different box/bag/silk so that I can immediately tell which one is which. So I figured this deck had something to say. I shuffled and drew the King of Wands. I contemplated it for awhile, but couldn’t find any direct meaning for me at that moment.

I went back inside and exchanged the deck for the Moon Garden one and went back outside. I decided to try some fun with new shuffling techniques that I hadn’t used before. After awhile, I also thought I’d try a new method of card selection. I fanned the cards out on my lap (on top of a cloth) and was going to just pick a card. As I was fanning, I thought to myself, “This is why I never use this method. I suck at fanning. I can’t get a nice, even fan. This isn’t going to work.” Then I realized there was a reason I was drawn to this method at this time, so I said to myself, “Okay, if I can successfully, accurately pull cards using the fan method, show me the King of Wands. Lead me to the card the Victorian Romantic just made a big point of bringing me to.”

Then I moved my hand slowly over the deck and suddenly felt an urge to stop above a certain card. Though my eye fell on that particular card, my hand instead selected the card on top of it (whose image was face down upon that first card selected). I turned the card over and I’m sure my breath stopped for a few seconds. It was indeed The King of Staffs (Wands) !!!!! I couldn’t believe it...I was blown away.

Just at that very moment, the pizza delivery guy arrived, so I didn’t have time to immediately contemplate the wonder of the two identical draws. Awhile later, I thought about it again. I still couldn’t see what relevance the King of Wands had for me that night. I’m not altogether sure it had anything to do with the meaning of the card itself, but rather the significance of drawing the same one twice. I think it was a sign that I could trust in my abilities and intuition...and that trying new things only expands the possibilities for me!

Then again...maybe since the pizza delivery guy showed up at that precise moment, he was the King of Wands...he was very friendly and he did bring me something hot/firey! :)

Decks: The Victorian Romantic Tarot and Tarot of a Moon Garden

Daily Card - Page of Pentacles

Today’s card is the Page of Pentacles. This deck features my favorite illustrations of pentacles of any deck I have (or have seen). The pentacles are iridescent bubbles. The page has just caught a bubble, and it seems to me as if he is saying, “Behold!!!

I am reminded by this card to be aware and conscious of the wonder that surrounds me on a daily basis. The things usually taken for granted. Nature, good health, my children, freedom, etc. If any of these things were taken away, it would be tragic, however I don’t always spend sufficient time actively appreciating all of them every day.

Today I will look at the ordinary things in my life as if they are extraordinary, because indeed, they truly are!

Deck: Tarot of a Moon Garden

Week in Review

Previous Week's Tally (Sunday Oct. 14 - Saturday Oct. 20):

Majors: 1 (Hierophant)
Courts: 3 (2 Queens) - (Page Swords, Queen Cups, Queen Rods/Wands)
Minors: 3 (2 Tens) - (10 Swords, 10 Rods/Wands, 7 Pentacles)
Cups: 1
Wands/Rods: 2
Swords: 2
Pentacles: 1

Daily Card - The Hierophant

This morning as I was shuffling, I asked the cards who wanted to be the last card of the week. I asked the card to jump out. Right after I asked that, one card did just that, falling out into my lap. The Hierophant, reversed. I usually don’t read reversals but when a leaper escapes the deck, I sometimes will. In this case I definitely will because I don’t care for Mr. Hierophant. The first thing I noticed was that he actually seems to be answering my question about who wanted to be today’s card by holding up his hand as if to say, “Me!”

I am not conventional, I do not blindly follow rules. I follow my own path and always have. The Hierophant in most decks is very off-putting to me. I imagine a strict teacher or preacher who is conventional and orthodox. There’s no reasoning, there are just rules. I’m much happier to see this card reversed, as it better describes my personality.

When the card fell out upside down, I had a whole new imagery come to mind. I saw the two praying youths instead in a diving position. The leaves on the Hierophant’s scarf look more like seaweed when upside down. And the Hierophant reminds me of King Trident, the king of the sea in The Little Mermaid, with his crown and staff. The image brings to mind the way I just dive right into things, without needing anyone’s approval or conventional ways.

Sometimes when I am stuck, I search for inspiration from others who have been successful before me...but usually when I look for others to show me the way, I fail to find it. I am reminded that I am supposed to find my own way, and if there isn’t a way, to create one! Many years ago, I saw a bumper sticker quote that read: "If you can’t find a way, make a way.” That has always stuck with me. Though I don’t know who that quote was from, I did find a similar quote from George Bernard Shaw: “The people who get on in this world are the people who get up and look for the circumstances they want, and, if they can't find them, make them.”

I need to keep this philosophy in mind when I get creatively stuck on a project...to make my own way! My unconventional decisions may not be for everyone. But whichever path I take, it will always be the right one as long as it's one I have chosen on my own, following my intuition and doing what feels right for me. I could never be happy following tradition "just because everyone else is doing it". That role is much too limiting and stifling for me. I'm happy to be my free-spirited self!

Deck: Hanson-Roberts

Sweet Dreams Card - Happy

Every night, my kids and I take turns choosing a Sweet Dreams card to read before bed. Tonight was my night to pick and this was the image that I selected. When I turned it over to read the back aloud, I smiled at the direct correlation it held to the post I wrote about this morning...(all the signs Life is suddenly throwing at me to be happy!)

We always have choices
and sometimes it's only
a choice of attitude.
Be Happy.
It's one way of being wise.

-Anonymous

It's pretty much exactly the way I ended my previous post...talking about the choice to be happy! Amazing!

Though this isn't a tarot or oracle card, I will be posting these when they so closely match the Daily Card I pull in the morning, to keep a record of the synchronicities. A click on the category Deck: Sweet Dreams will show all such posts.

Deck: Sweet Dreams - 36 Bedtime Wishes

Daily Card - Seven of Pentacles

Today I drew the Seven of Pentacles. This is the fourth message of its kind that I’ve gotten in two days!! A couple of days ago, I did a reading for a woman who is in the "waiting" stages of growing her business. The cards indicated that she would be successful, but it would not come overnight. Patience, positive expectations and enjoying the journey were the keys to her success.

Yesterday morning in a Law of Attraction newsletter I subscribe to I received an email explaining the process of manifesting in a different light. She talked about why bad things can happen when you are maintaining primarily a positive vibration. Your old vibration needs to run its course. You are still living with the manifestations you created with your negativity. So it’s important to stay positive while working your way through the remnants of your past creations.

When hearing this, my mind immediately likened this to a detox process! If you are ridding your body of toxic chemicals or unhealthy foods, you will go through a rough patch where your body will feel worse before it can feel better. The toxins need time to exit your body, just as your life needs to play out the negativity you previously engaged in.

Then last night I read the exact same thing in a book I am reading for the second time. It’s a sentiment I had missed the first time around, but stood out for me last night, as it was a repeat of the email message I had received that morning. Here's the excerpt from the book:
“When you begin practicing unlimited thinking, you may find that some of your earlier thoughts are still creating your reality. You may still meet the results of your past limited thinking while you are sending out your new unlimited thoughts. Don’t be discouraged if you don’t see results overnight. Gradually the old thought patterns will leave and you will experience the results of your new thinking.”
(Quote taken from Creating Money: Keys to Abundance by Sanaya Roman and Duane Packer.) Another great synchronicity is that I had recommended this book to the above-mentioned woman I had read for the evening before! I rarely read a book more than once, but I read this one straight through without doing the exercises, so now I am rereading the entire thing, absorbing more the second time around, and stopping to do the practices.

So when I drew the 7 of Pents this morning, it jumped out at me as the same message. I see this guy in the card who has worked hard, and instead of enjoying the journey, he looks run down and tired of waiting. He appears discouraged because he wants the fruits of his labors NOW. He will be rewarded indeed...but he doesn't realize that he will have to endure the remaining manifestations created by his past thoughts.

Yesterday I was happy all day long. I know that being happy before you get to your destination is the best way to get what you want. But that is sometimes hard to do on a daily basis with so much of life thrown at you. But yesterday I made it a point to be happy no matter what. In fact, I actually wrote down my intention at the beginning of the day that I would use the Law of Attraction to magnetize money to me without having to struggle for it.

At the end of the evening, just before going to bed, I was inspired to clean out my wallet (which I never do!) Something just told me to do it. So I was digging through the tiny nooks and crannies and secret folds in my wallet, and while pulling out a few little pieces of paper with phone numbers on them, along with it was a folded up $20 bill. What!?!??! I was shocked! I have often heard of people finding “forgotten” or “lost” money in jacket pockets, and thought that must be a really cool feeling, but *knew* that would never happen to me because I always know exactly how much money I have at all times. I never hide money to find later, because I know I will never forget it’s there, and therefore it will never be a surprise. So when I found this money, it was such a huge shock!

I unfolded the bill, and literally stood there staring at it in my hands, laughing out loud! That’s how delighted I was at the surprise. It isn’t that twenty dollars is such a huge jackpot, but it was the principle of being so surprised by unexpected money falling into my lap. (Though yeah, it did help that it was a twenty and not a one-dollar bill.) The combination of my written intention that morning and money appearing in a way that was miraculous to me was really awesome!

The moral of this long winded story: Expect good things and enjoy the every day journey. If you have to wait for something, you can choose between feeling impatient and tired of waiting, or you can choose to be joyful with eager, enthusiastic, child-like anticipation while you wait. Whatever feeling you decide upon while you wait will determine what you manifest later! I choose joy!!!

Deck: Hanson-Roberts

Daily Card - Queen of Cups

Ah, the Queen of Cups! I'm back! This is the court card I relate to most, and having it show up today must be the deck's way of recognizing that I’m back to my old self again, after having a sick day yesterday. The queen in the card is holding a humongous cup and I’m reminded to drink plenty of water to maintain my good health!

This is the queen of metaphysics, and my tarot reading business has been steadily growing, which is wonderful! I also had a precognitive dream the other night which came true the very next day in exact detail. I’m reminded again that I need to make the time to start working on the metaphysical project I am planning on creating for kids, as this card also reminds me of being a mother and nurturer.

Deck: Hanson-Roberts

Daily Card - Page of Swords

I spent all day in bed. The first half of the day, I felt sick and the second half I was just tired from laying around all morning. I literally got up only to fix my kids’ meals and visit the bathroom. Somewhere in between my many naps, I managed to pull a card. The Page of Swords. It’s supposedly a male, but it looks to me like it could also be a girl...very beautiful. It reminds me of my son. Though he is totally a “Page of Cups” boy, my son has long hair like this, and a beautiful face, and people are always mistaking him for a girl.

The first thing that popped into my head was the word “discovery”. It looks to me like this page has just uncovered something...sort of like the Scooby-Doo gang when they finally solve the mystery and unveil the true culprit. Don’t ask me how I made that analogy...it’s a wonder I’m able to sit at the computer and type right now.

So what discovery will I be led to while laying in bed all day? None. Here was my train of thought. I decided it was a sign to let the kids watch the Discovery Channel to entertain them, and treat them for being so great and helpful today. (We have been having a no T.V. month.) Turns out that show “How it’s Made” is on tonight, and it’s one of my daughter’s favorite shows. That show reminds me of the factory visits Mr. Rogers always goes on...another children's television analogy. Boy, I am so rambling. That will be it for my insight today. :p

Deck: Hanson-Roberts

Daily Card - Ten of Rods

This morning I drew the Ten of Rods (Wands). My second “10” card this week. I feel that I’m soon approaching the end of a long, challenging journey. In a lot of decks, the Ten of Wands has a somewhat negative connotation to it, featuring someone heavily weighed down. This card gives me a different impression. It has a more positive tone to it. While the guy carrying the rods is hunched over with the burden, the rods themselves are beautiful and flowering, tied with decorative ribbons. I feel that they are a gift for someone. The heaviness he carries is a sacrifice for someone else, someone he loves. He carries the load with loving intention, and his mind isn't on the heaviness, but rather on the end result, the joy that will surround his arrival.

He is approaching a castle, and the sun is shining through the purple clouds. The end is in sight, and it’s really close! He’s almost there. He’ll be able to deliver his gift and feel the weight lift, while resting in a beautiful place.

I'm a single mom and have long carried the responsibility of caring for my children alone. But the weight I carry is a gift, both for my children and also for myself. It is well worth it, and would be worth it even if there was no castle in sight. I would gladly carry these beautiful rods forever. Perhaps this card is signifying that there will be a form of sweet relief for me soon, financially lightening my load a bit!

Deck: Hanson-Roberts

Daily Card - Queen of Rods

The Queen of Rods (Wands) is my card of the day. I’ve noticed lately that I have been very calm and easy going and not very motivated at all to push past being content with the status quo. Last night I was thinking that I need to add a little energy to my life. So this morning when I drew this queen, it was confirmation that I need to light a fire under me to get that added enthusiasm.

Note the flames rising behind the queen’s back on her throne. Her demeanor appears to be pretty calm...even the kitty is peacefully sleeping. But I sense that she’s about to feel that fire behind her, and will jump up with zest, waking up kitty in the process! That’s what I need to do - put some oomph into my days!

Deck: Hanson-Roberts

Daily Card - Ten of Swords

Okay. This marks the beginning of my week. The Ten of Swords. When I pulled this card, I was reminded of the crash I heard last night outside my window. So this morning, I went outside and walked next door to see a car smashed to smithereens. I’m guessing the person was okay, because there was no ambulance, and a very minimal amount of blood on one piece of glass on the ground, so he/she must have just called someone and walked away from the accident. The car had crashed into an industrial sized bin used for scrap garbage (the house next door is in the process of being built). If that bin hadn’t been there, the car would have gone right into the house.

I heard the crash just after midnight last night. Yesterday I drew The Chariot, and felt that something would definitely be headed in my direction...and sure enough, it literally happened!!! Though I felt it would be a good thing...but I guess my not being in that car, or having it crash into my house is a good thing!

My kids insisted on going out to view the damage, taking photos and notes like little detectives. So I’m assuming that this Ten of Swords card is indicative of the drama of the annihilated car, and not something further that is going to happen today!

Something in this card also caught my eye and reminded me of something I need to take care of. The guy has a beaded headband on, and it’s come undone, with beads rolling off the string. This looks exactly like the string of beads I need to fix on my son’s Captain Jack Sparrow pirate costume headpiece. The beads fell off just like in this card, and I actually picked it up this morning and set it aside to work on later.

Though this is not a desirable card to select, I think the image is really beautifully done. I love the dark grey and purple sky, and the creepy, eerie tree is really cool too.

Deck: Hanson-Roberts

Week in Review

Previous Week's Tally (Sunday Oct. 7 - Saturday Oct. 13):

Majors: 5 (Chariot (twice), World, Death, Moon)
Courts: 0
Minors: 2 (Both Sixes: 6 of Pentacles and 6 of Cups)
Cups: 1
Wands: 0
Swords: 0
Pentacles: 1

Wow! 5 Majors (with one repeating) and 2 Sixes.

Daily Card - The Chariot (again!)

Well, I started the week off with The Chariot, and have come full circle, ending the week with the same card. It’s funny, when I drew it last Sunday, the meaning of the card didn’t manifest until almost midnight of that day. I wonder what’s in store for me today.

For some reason, when I saw this card today, I instinctively read the meaning very differently than last week. I immediately saw it as meaning something coming to me, something arriving, rather than something I was actively going after. I almost *know* this to be true, without knowing why. Instead of my driving the chariot towards a goal, I feel like the chariot is headed towards me...in a good way. I’m intrigued by the mystery!

Update: Just after midnight, a car crashed into a bin in front of my neighbor's house. A "chariot", quite literally, headed "towards" me, just as I felt it would. You can read the details in this post.

Deck: The Housewives Tarot

Daily Card - The Moon

This morning I asked the deck what I needed to be aware of today. I pulled The Moon. Hmmm….for the past two nights I have had similar dreams, bad ones, about a fear I have. I have tried not to think of it much, because I don’t want it to be a self-fulfilling prophesy. But it must be sticking in my subconscious mind lately if I keep dreaming about it, because I rarely have bad dreams. I love sleeping, and I love dreaming, so when I have bad dreams, it’s a huge let down. I hate waking up feeling crappy.

This card is a reminder to me that I need to let go, really let go of my fears. I know that what I put my attention to, and energy on, will manifest, and I certainly don’t want that happening here. This card features a very jolly looking moon, so I feel good about the ultimate outlook.

So to answer the question of what I should be aware of today...I am going to try to notice when any thoughts creep into my head which are negative or fear based. I will then be aware to turn them around into positive expectation instead of anxiety.

The card shows a woman asleep on a bare mattress. In the top corner is a package of pink curlers, and next to the moon is a jar of cold cream. There are transparent sheep passing by the woman. It reminds me of something funny my 5 year old said the other night. She woke up in the night and had a hard time falling back asleep. She said to me, “I wish we had a pet sheep and a trampoline. And a wall so the sheep could jump over and I could count sheep.” She had me laughing at "pet sheep and a trampoline". It's a good reminder for me to spend more time laughing and less time worrying!

Deck: The Housewives Tarot

Daily Card - Six of Cups

The Six of Cups features a young girl drinking pink lemonade. I never cared much for pink lemonade, always preferring the good old fashioned yellow. This card is about nostalgia and things from the past coming back into your life, whether in reality or through memories. I’ve been thinking a lot about an old flame lately, who I have recently been in contact with again after almost a decade of no communication. But he’s a lot like this lemonade. Pink. Not my favorite, but still refreshing on a hot day. Better than nothing. Yeah, I know, not the greatest sales pitch for the guy. He’s great, really, but I’m pretty sure not The One.

On the other hand, “better than nothing” says a lot coming from me, as it doesn't have the same connotation as the phrase usually does. The "nothing" usually indicates a negative. Like having "nothing" sucks. However, I've always been happier being alone than in a bad relationship. I’m much more content not having someone in my life than having someone I’m not happy with. So “better than nothing” is actually a good thing when you look at it from where I'm standing. Since "nothing" is actually desirable to me, "better than nothing" is better than desirable. Yet still, it's not the ultimate fantasy dream of true love I dreamed about as a child. Follow? So on a scale of desire, it would look something like this:

Something that sucks => Nothing => My ex => The One

Additionally, this card reminds me of ventures regarding children, and I’ve been thinking about a project I’d like to start involving metaphysics and kids and maybe this card is giving me the green light to begin it. So this card may not have a damn thing to do with my ex. I think my brain may be a little fried from all the exhausting work I did yesterday in clearing out my home, as suggested by my friend, the Death card (see previous post).

Deck: The Housewives Tarot

Daily Card - Death

While I was shuffling the deck this morning, I asked spirit to lead me to the card that I needed to apply to my life in a practical way today. I heard my inner self say, “You’re sure you’re really going to DO it, no matter what card it is?” I paused for a second, wanting to be honest, then said, “Yes”. I laughed when the Death card came up for two reasons. First, because it’s a funny card in this deck, and second because I immediately knew what it meant for me today.

The Death card features an expired mayonnaise jar titled “Salmonella” instead of “mayo”. There are several flies hovering around the jar. There are other things on the table, including a head of lettuce, a block of cheese, a slimy, rotten tomato, a can of evaporated milk and a timer.

When I saw this card, I was immediately reminded of something I had put on my “To Do” list yesterday that I failed to accomplish. “Throw away 3 things.” I was thinking yesterday of finding a way to take my things out of storage in another state and have them delivered to our new place. I can’t afford to have it all shipped out here, but I realized that first I had to make room for it all, and that it wasn’t likely to manifest until there a physical place for everything.

This was an epiphany I had about seven years ago, when I wanted to find a new relationship. The thought came to me that Life wouldn’t bring me a new guy until I had physically and emotionally let go of the guy I was still holding feelings for. As soon as I realized that and let go completely, the new guy arrived almost immediately! I learned to apply this to all areas in life.

When I saw the Death card today, my immediate reaction was, “That tomato has to go! It’s nasty.” Then, looking at the other things on the card...the mayo, cheese and milk, I realized it all had to go, because I’m vegan and have no need for any of that stuff. (The cheese looks like it could be either moldy, or blue cheese, but either way, it has to go!) I quickly related it to my life, and what I need to do today is go through my home and get rid of the things that no longer bring me joy. A phrase suddenly popped into my head to help me along with the task of knowing what things to let go of: “In my perfect world, would this have a place in my home?” If it wouldn’t, then it doesn’t belong in my now.

On the card, there’s also a head of lettuce that looks fine...but it’s sort of hiding back there behind the gross stuff. I see that as representing my belongings that I want to have delivered. I need to get rid of some things I don't love or need, in order to find a way to retrieve the things I truly want in my home (the items in storage are all the sentimental family belongings of mine and my children's.). There’s also a timer on this card, set to 0. If the timer had been set on a specific number, I would have felt more pressure, as if I only had a certain period of time to rush to make this happen. But I see this as meaning I can set the pace and take however long I need to get it done, without stressing out.

This was a fun card to get today, as I immediately knew how to apply it to my life.

Deck: The Housewives Tarot

Daily Card - Six of Pentacles

Six of Pentacles today. It’s a cute card, very timely for October, featuring trick-or-treaters in costume. This card is about giving and receiving. Last month I was on the receiving end of great abundance, and it seems this month I have been doing a lot of giving and spending! I’m hoping this card is indicating that the cycle is coming around again soon, as I’m ready for the receiving part again. :)

I’ve recently been feeling a little uncertain about what direction to take for a long term financial game plan, so when I saw the two ghosts in the background of this card today, it flashed in my mind as the unseen/hidden forces in my money matters. I feel as thought the kid dressed as a devil is a warning not to be too greedy, which I certainly am not. I am very happy leading a simple life. But that doesn’t mean that I don’t like to “treat” myself and my family once in awhile. For example, the plate on the card holds both cheap candy corn and home made brownies. While I am grateful for the candy-corn-simplicity in my life, it’s wonderfully delicious to have decadent-brownie-luxuries as well. This is a card of balance, being comfortable with both giving and receiving, simplicity and luxury.

Deck: The Housewives Tarot